(interview) gq korea february issue 2021 — shinee minho “i’m still as passionate as ever”
1. i heard that your schedule ran until dawn today. you still look energetic.
no matter how exhausted i am, my condition improves once i wake up and take a shower. because it’s like the usual morning routine.
2. you take pride in the fact that your stamina is second to none, right? it reminded me of something you said long ago.
i wouldn’t go as far as to say that it’s my pride, but i do know my stamina is stronger than most. my energetic appearance is my positive characteristic as well.
3. moreover, it hasn’t been long since you were discharged from the marines.
well, it seems like my stamina has gotten better. hahaha.
4. there must be a lot that you want to do. what do you enjoy doing the most these days?
since it’s not the kind of situation where i can roam about freely, i’ve been spending a lot of time with my family. i was with them on christmas and new year’s. i’d barely done this since debut so i think it was a good thing. even in the military, i missed my people the most.
5. that must be why on the day of your discharge you made a surprise appearance at taemin’s music broadcast waiting room. in your military uniform.
i rushed straight from pohang. the shinee members were gathered to support taemin, and the staff that had been with us for over ten years was present too. when i looked back on shinee’s activities in the military, the very fun and enjoyable memories felt vague, but on that day they became clear to me right away. this is why we’ve continued together for so long.
6. what do you talk about with your members?
since we’re currently preparing for our album, we’ve been talking about us as a team a lot. things like shinee’s (future) direction and what we ought to show.
7. did you figure something out?
up till now shinee has often attempted unique and novel challenges, musically and stylistically. there were times when things were derived from what we did first, or even times when we had to question ourselves “is this okay?” before taking a bold step. but because we're an idol group, we folded under inevitable stereotypes and could not ignore them. however, we now collectively agree on preserving our artistic aspect well in order to show off a more distinct musical colour.
8. agreed. can you tell us which song represents shinee’s identity?
the title track of the 4th album ‘view’ was shinee’s turning point. prior to this, the group was mostly known for its strength in performance, but through this song we were able to show the type of musical colour we pursued. we tried deep house at a time when the genre was unknown to k-pop and though it was not done without reservations, we got the response we expected. it’s basically what the entire (odd) album stands for.
9. besides music or performance, is there any other scene that can portray shinee well?
having overcome many obstacles, we can’t define ourselves simply by saying ‘yes, this is us.’ rather, if there were to be a documentary made on shinee, i wonder how it’d be like to have the opening scene unveil the members’ perfectly human state instead of their moments of glory. for instance, saying whatever i want to without hesitation. without worrying, without walking on eggshells.
10. are you a quiet person?
though i do joke around easily, i try to be careful with my words. i’m more of a listener than a talker.
11. you lived entirely as choi minho in the military. did you live true to yourself or were you able to discover a new side?
it’s both. i had a lot of time for introspection. i reflected on the time spent and thought about what was good or disappointing, it unveiled a side of me that i hadn’t even considered while working as shinee minho. rather than saying it changed me, i was able to understand myself more definitively as a person. what i could be honest about and careful with with people became clear to me, i also realised that my strengths can become my weaknesses.
12. what made you think that?
i thought i had an outgoing personality, but in retrospect i was more concerned about the people around me than myself. the other party can only be at ease if i’m comfortable... i was so busy being considerate that i ended up becoming stressed without realising.
13. an upright and serious image comes to mind when we say minho, turns out there was a complicated reason for it.
it’s because i wasn’t even aware of it. i believe it’s something i need to work on to become a better person. this is also why i’m looking forward to my thirties. i’m curious about the areas i’ll mature in.
14. among the expressions that describe minho are passion and giving it your all. when do you think was your most passionate era?
when i debuted as shinee, practicing blindly and then promoting made me feel like i was lacking a lot which affected my confidence. after our first concert, however, i became less anxious and worried. i realised that there were many fans who supported me. all i could think of was that i had to give it my best. my passion from back then is still the same as ever. it’s my understanding that i’ve come all the way to the present without cooling down.
15. what meaning does passion hold for you? does it mean that you’re very ambitious/greedy?
i used to think passion and ambition meant the same thing. i was very certain that you could achieve anything if you were ambitious enough and worked hard. i hypnotized myself into believing that because i wanted it so badly, not because i was being reckless. as i started gaining more experience, i began to differentiate between the two. if passion means doing what you can to the best of your abilities, then greed is limiting yourself when you try something new because you wonder whether you can do it well. and that is why confidence is important. if you’re confident, then you can carry greed with a positive energy.
16. have you now gotten used to acting and promoting as shinee at the same time?
at first i thought i could do it even if it was difficult. turns out that wasn’t the case. killing two birds with one stone wasn’t as easy as i thought. i don’t want to let either go. instead of saying yes it’s hard or i’m disappointed in the results, i believe this is a problem i need to solve.
17. your first activity after discharge was acting. you made a special appearance in the drama ‘lovestruck in the city,’ what was your first line?
“please wear this.” i cannot forget it.
18. why not?
one of my favourite words is ‘first.’ your first experiences are always unforgettable. seconds are usually a vague memory. that’s why firsts are extremely meaningful. standing before the camera for the first time after discharge felt like i was starting anew. the scene wasn’t even that hard, but i was very nervous. just like the first time i acted, i vividly remember the day’s situation, people, the atmosphere, and the weather.
19. do you remember your first scene as well? it’s been more than a decade.
it was a one-episode short drama; the scene was filmed inside a tow truck. i don’t remember my line very well, but the actors, the hustle and bustle of the staff outside the window, the glaring sunlight, the tow truck i sat in for the first time are all still very vivid. i try not to forget it.
20. do you remember the first praise you received for your acting?
hm, many people around me say nice things, but i’ve never considered those as compliments. it’s because i don’t think i’ve done anything praiseworthy yet. so let’s just say my first praise doesn’t exist for now.
21. that is a very objective yet cool answer. then what do you think is something you need courage to do?
everyday things.... like cooking. i can’t bring myself to even think about it, but i should attempt it before it’s too late.
22. by the way, you started sns. you did say in an interview that you did not see the need for socials, so what changed your mind?
i received so many letters from fans in the military. i read every single one of them, and in most of them fans asked me to share my daily life through sns. though i did joke around saying that i’d rather hold a personal photo exhibition than create socials, i got one as a present for fans who spent two years waiting for me. but i’m not sure if i can manage it well.
23. do you tend to record your personal life through pictures like others?
haha. not at all. i’m working towards it these days.
24. when was your sns profile picture taken?
when i was three or four years old. i racked my brain over this too. whether to upload a sefie or to go for a cool vibe.
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plays guitar as a mental break from cello and loves it . i’m still deciding a vc for her
knows the beaches in maine are cold af but wants to go every weekend anyways
drives the most impractical soft shell jeep which sucks in the east coast wind and snow and yet it is somehow exactly an embodiment of Her Brand tm
like 5′9 tall and hates wearing real people shoes she said berks or nOTHIN
wishes she could go vegan but is so bad at keeping track of her meals she’d forget instantly and down a 20 pack of chicken nugget
too mellow & apathetic to be a chaotic neutral but too adventurous to be a true neutral so she lives somewhere in that lawless grey space skskskks
acts REAL california for someone who grew up exclusively on the east coast .... hm ..... 🤔
grew up disconnected from brazilian culture due to her mom's whitewashing and she resents it greatly . can understand scattered portuguese but took spanish in high school so that's as close to the language as she'll get . wants to take lessons online tho !
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