#well no i'm gonna finish it because i'm not letting that monstrosity collect dust in my drive forever

[aphelea]

i give up on this fic my brain isn't braining anymore

#well no i'm gonna finish it because i'm not letting that monstrosity collect dust in my drive forever #i swear i talk so much about the qualden fic here and i don't think i've shared a single excerpt or anything #imagine i publish it and it's just. so bad #i'm actually forcing myself to not be online here so that i finish the last bits #we're approaching 5k and i'm losing my own plot here #this was meant to be like a 200 word thing #help i'm losing my mind #(i'm complaining so much for no reason. i love writing this but i'm so stuck right now) #(mostly because. well. spoiler alert ig. i don't know how to write kiss scenes) #in all the fics i've written. i've never ONCE had to write a kiss scene #actually wait does lady galvin's chemistry catastrophe have a kiss scene #OH NO WAIT CRUSHES AND COMAS DOES #(this is what my brain looks like on a regular basis i don't know what the hell the point of this post it) #august rambles #truly. truly this is a ramble