#wait - excuse me - he's gonna be Harry *Lyman* here 😌

[kitausuret]

Spite is petty, but it's a great motivator for me.

Like, I was sitting here feeling kind of grumpy about a poll (a poll! on Tumblr dot com!) like "my ship is losing by SO MUCH" but then I remembered a friend had reached out to me earlier about Dust to Dust and I was like. You know what. I'll show 'em. I'll show 'em how much I love my ship by writing another chapter! I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna get back to that WIP.

It's petty and it's silly but it's gonna work for me and I'm actually gonna laugh so hard if a silly poll on Tumblr is what breaks this awful rut I've been in for the last like, two months.

#personal #I've also gotten some pretty awful news which is like. beside the point. #it's something i can't do anything about but yeah i need a distraction for my brain just isn't work #also i opened the chapter with Harry and immediately managed to psych myself out about it #despite the fact that literally no one is reading DTD to assess my Harry Osborn characterization #wait - excuse me - he's gonna be Harry *Lyman* here 😌 #hilariously i know exactly what needs to happen in the chapter i just gotta WRITE IT #anyways something something welcome to my convoluted process and also depression rearing its ugly disgusting head #beating it back with a stick because i need to hype up symbiot3 with my life i guess #shout-out to gaby on Twitter for asking if i was okay because it had been so long she's so sweet i almost cried