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#w school again tho i think my motivation's gna return
noxtivagus
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school starts again this week :')
#๐.rambles
#summer break went by so fast
#w school again tho i think my motivation's gna return
#i reallt do bad when i don't particularly focus on smth
#focusing on school work i think i'll finally be able to manage other parts of my life better
#a bit disappointed i couldn't get myself to do it all earlier but. there's no point in regretting the past
#i'll keep my head high and continue onwards
#it's still a bit lonely admittedly yes. i'm still wandering and lost but
#all i know is that i must continue to believe in myself. but i just wish that
#sigh. i don't know what to do at all. but i'll just continue to write what i can
#i wish i just wish i could stop time for a moment.
#that's. that's why all that mean so much to me huh? moments where it feels like time slows down
#and i live in that moment. i am myself in that time
#i have so much to do. so many dreams and ambitions
#i won't let anything bring me down but i think. the weight's too heavy fr me to be able to properly continue looking n making my way forward
#i should resolve this but i don't know how. hmm... no. i do know
#but. no i can't. i shouldn't. it's better... it's better that i deal with is this way
#maybe if i keep on telling myself that then.
#fuck no i know this isn't right. i know this isn't what i want but.
#this. is. for. the. best.
#this is the path i've chosen and i'll walk it till the very end
#i must forge on. this is a burden i must bear alone
#i know this is a mistake but i don't care. for everyone's sake this has to be for the best
#thinking on it i don't really think i'll be able to do this for long but
#i have to be productive for fuck's sake
#i know what i want i know a better way that includes being kind to myself but fuck
#i don't deserve that. i never have and never will
#but then deep down i also know that's false because... all these people in my life exist.
#and then the cycle of thought repeats and continues its contradictions
#and then i remember. i always remember... even if it hurts i'll never forget
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