#tyler has let me down as a role model but i can't deny that wearing the kimono was my first real step towards this

[regionalatbest]

I FINALLY BOUGHT MY FIRST SKIRT AND I FEEL CUTE AS HELL

#like bro im so emotional rn #i've always wanted to dress this way but i never had the courage #i never expressed my masculine or feminine features i've hid behind solid color shirts w jeans all my life #and even wearing this i feel too masculine to pull it off #but i'm trying to be pretty for once because i've been so repressed #and i want to wear this out but i hate drawing attention and i'm paranoid someone's gonna call me a f*g #the odds of that happening here are badically none but like my anxiety has gotten so severe lately #aaaaa i can't even let myself just enjoy this moment! #tyler has let me down as a role model but i can't deny that wearing the kimono was my first real step towards this #if he hadn't worn in onstage i never would've been brave enough to wear something like that in public #if i can do that i can do this i'm just TERRIFIED