#thet make me so unwell it's insane

[icejello]

To be a king who's abandoning my duties and disguising myself as a normal human to enjoy the city and then meeting a badass woman who will kick my ass and immediately falling in love with her. I hide my identity from her and she treats me like I'm a loser I'm a simp so it doesn't matter. I would then have a son with her and I would be so happy but the both of us got betrayed and she was then killed by poison while our son survives. And I'm sorry but i couldn't be there for our son bcs now i have to atone for the things that happened and he reminds me of my beloved wife so much for it to not hurt when i look at him.

#svsss #mystic prince #yes this is about tianlang-jun and su xiyan #and also about hwa rim and ryu hua #THEY DESERVE EVERYTHING OKAY #THEY DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND TO BE IN LOVE AND TO HAVE THEIR LITTLE FAMILY #SU XIYAN AND HWA RIM DID NOT DESERVE THEIR DEATHS #THEY SHOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO SEE THEIR SON GROW UP AND LAUGH AND BE HAPPY AND LIVE WITH THEIR LITTLE FAMILY #they give me soooooo much agony #i CRIED reading both of their stories #i cried reading about tlj and sxy and then i started mystic prince and was crying and screaming 'NOT THIS AGAIN' #thet make me so unwell it's insane #how can a love like that be so damned by the world that they could not be allowed to love #WHY DOES SUCH A PURE LOVE HAS TO BE KILLED SIMPLY BCS EVERYONE ELSE WERE GREEDY AND EVIL #and why oh why is love such a curse #tlj wasn't lying when he said it's so easy to love someone but so hard to hate them