#there's nobody telling me I can't buy kids toys from a thrift store because Im 'too old for that'

[decepticon-nerd]

being an adult is fun when there's nobody pressuring you to do adult things

cleaning and vacuuming my room is fun when there's nobody breathing down my neck

cooking a week's worth of food in one sitting so you don't have to do it later is fun when you get to experiment with leftover vegetables

can I adult? yes. do I need to act like one? no.

I just successfully cooked food and cleaned my room while wearing dinosaur feet. my bed is covered in stuffed animals. my room has rescue bot toys everywhere.

I am happy because I am free to be Me

#I don't really know what my point here is #I'm just like. I had no joy doing any of this as a teenager because I was expected to do it in a Normal Human way #but now that I live relatively alone. there's nobody telling me not to take the trash out with dinosaur feet #there's nobody telling me I can't use the vacuum as a makeshift microphone while I headbang my soul out to heavy metal #there's nobody telling me I can't buy kids toys from a thrift store because Im 'too old for that' #our personalities are set in stone bu the time we're.. 12? i think? #and if thats the case. we will literally always be childish at heart #I'm expected to stomp down on that childish part of me in order to be a successful adult. but I don't want to #why would I want to kill a part of myself to fit in with society? #so I wear dinosaur feet and use the vacuum as a microphone to sing my heart out to Fuel #because I am who I am and I won't let society or capitalism change that