#the majority of society would view that as wrong and like. ik i shouldn't care abt strangers' opnions but it still hurts

[living-as-the-enemy-prince]

Ayyee haunted by amatonormativity hour

#🪐.txt #why do you exist #ugh. amatonormativity makes me so sad and lonely and bitter #even if i have multiple and diverse relationships without having THE 'one' and be happy with that #the majority of society would view that as wrong and like. ik i shouldn't care abt strangers' opnions but it still hurts #yknow? #like. thinking abt how one day many of my friends will find a partner and even if they dont think like that. outsiders will be probably view #me as. idk how to word this. as a third wheel who is in the way of their friends' relationships hurts #prob i will be that #and it hurts #also somehow related- i can view myself getting married but i wouldn't view said married partner as my most important person #but still its kinda funny and annoying how most people would assume otherwise #actually. the only context in which i would use 'my most important person' would be if i had a child. cuz thatd be my duty as parent #anyways i just needed to vent a lil bit. now im better and came back to 'i dont fucking care' mood. so im fine. #that's why i call haunted by the amatonormativity hour. its temporary. #im happy that im lucky enough to be aroace. i got the chance to open my eyes to countless forms of relationships that arent more or less #from another #that rocks