#the fact Thomas wasn't there. he was with Alastair when kit died & he had no idea

[layla-carstairs]

I knew this was going to happen. I knew it and it still doesn't hurt any less. i knew this scene was coming

#cc count your fucking days #you will never see heaven im telling you rn #also the whole point of tatiana being poetic #& the fact she kill Barbara and Christopher; Gideon's first child & Gabriel's second #oh she is so sick and twisted for that #and the fact nobody else is there... with Barbara they were all there but who's going to tell everyone in idris #who's gonna tell gabriel and cecily their son is dead oh my God #saw someone on twitter say Thomas and Christopher should've been parabatai & that's making it worse I fear #christopher lightwood #:( #thomas lightwood #also you know what I'm not done #the fact Thomas wasn't there. he was with Alastair when kit died & he had no idea #he wasn't there to help just like how he couldn't help babs #im never going to recover from this #chain of thorns spoilers #cot spoilers #chot spoilers #chain of thorns #bella reads cot