#thats just not his character. he's a literal demon trying to bring about the antichrist. he's just not a good guy sjsjsj

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I keep thinking about whatever in the hell Gary and John have going on, like it's in no way normal to me whatsoever, they have something going on and it makes me SICK!!! The thing is that I don't think Gary could ever be "fixed" and he doesn't want to, the man feels absolutely no remorse for his actions and does all that shit with a smile on his face. John on the other hand feels a painful amount of guilt for things that are wildly out of his control and continuously blames himself for despite actively trying his best. John and Gary are opposites in so many ways, but at the same time, it's acknowledged that Gary is extremely good with his words and knows how people work! And John does have a thread of darkness within him, he just continuously picks the self-sacrifical option and throws himself on front of others at every damn opportunity. I just think that Gary could make John SO MUCH worse but I also think... John could make Gary worse... much to think about

#homosexuality or whatever #like. absolutely no hate to anyone. but I just CANT SEE gary ever being 'good' or being remorseful for his actions #thats just not his character. he's a literal demon trying to bring about the antichrist. he's just not a good guy sjsjsj #and that's cool!! thats so interesting!!! he can be fucking despicable and fun and hot and he can still be with john #you just gotta assume that john would end up WORSE if it did happen. and maybe gary would end up getting even worse #in my mind. potential fic idea. john being the vessel after losing amy and it turns out rly well. somehow. #just because we can SEE that john has some weird relation with both demons and god. dont fucking know why!!!!! #anyway im rly sleepy. I just think that john and gary are rly cool and I think they should kiss about it