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#sorry I'm so anxious rn it's translating into anger i guess
joyridingmp3
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6 months
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cancelled all future singing lessons 😌
#sweet motherfucking CHRIST that bitch was annoying
#i tried soooooo hard to overlook those things and see the good in her
#but when she looked at the clock 18 minutes into our 30 minute session and then KEPT. TALKING!!! i was over it
#also. very hard for me to sit there
#while someone im PAYING MONEY to teach me a skill
#tells me aaaaaaaall about their abusive father who used to physically assault them
#meanwhile I'm having flashbacks to my OWN trauma when MY abusive father used to do all that
#but i have some decorum and tact and sense of context and time and a place
#and I also value my privacy
#so i never said anything
#but i just had to smile and nod and politely say 'wow. that's must have been SOOOO hard for youuuuu :(('
#like oh my GOD
#can we just fucking SING??
#can we just do the thing I paid you to do??
#I don't fucking CARE!!
#mine
#sorry I'm so anxious rn it's translating into anger i guess
#but I'm glad that's over and I'll never have to deal with that again
#I'll just google it and teach myself to sing
#that's what I get for relying on others
#every time i seek help from another person. or rely on them for something
#they ALWAYS let me down. and I have to figure it out for myself
#I don't know why I thought this would be any different
#I can do it myself. I always have. and I always will. i don't need anyone
#also when she said for a whole MONTH that she'd teach me this technique next session. and didn't.
#it was sooooo over
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