#shouldn't I probably have a tag for deleted scenes from my various fics oh well never mind

[understandishable]

the first bit of Good Game I wrote, which I then cut because it never made sense for this scene to happen

nsfw text obviously!

“I’m gonna kick you with my shoes off,” Sam says. When he was younger he would have apologized, tried to justify why he’d do certain fucked up things but not others—but he’s pretty comfortable just saying it now.

Bucky lifts his head up off the floor as Sam’s taking off his sneakers. “You won’t damage me. Honest, they used to kick me with boots on all the time.”

“I know, but it still feels like I could really hurt you, so. Just not into it.”

Bucky kind of screws up his forehead but he also lays his head back down. Sam is thinking he’s getting ready to say something else, but apparently they’re not on the same page because Bucky whines, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, please don’t make me wait. What do you want me to say?”

“You know what I want,” Sam says, because, well, if Bucky thinks he has to say something, Sam’s never going to say no to that. For good measure he rests his sock foot on Bucky’s throat, and Bucky’s eyes go all starry. It doesn’t seem to be a problem that there’s no boot.

“I love this,” Bucky says.

Sam pushes gently on his neck. “Good. Again.”

“I love it.”

“Yeah, you do.” Sam steps back and starts kicking Bucky’s prone form, walking all around him to make sure he gets everything. It probably doesn’t hurt that much—Bucky just lies there and sighs, which is pretty satisfying, until Sam gets a little too close to his balls and Bucky yells.

The same thing happens—Sam stops, automatically, to make sure everything’s okay, and Bucky starts talking. He starts going, “Thank you, thank you. More, please. I love it. Hurt me there again.” He’s so excited he’s stumbling over the words, and he’s spreading his legs a little for Sam to kick him, and he’s really hard.

“Fuck! You’re so fucking hot, you’re so fucking hot, I mean, all joking aside you are killing me,” Sam says, which is really self-contained and intimidating and not ruining the mood at all.

#good game // #shouldn't I probably have a tag for deleted scenes from my various fics oh well never mind