#saving xiao a bit of energy that'd otherwise be spent on burning them but otherwise not able to spare him any of the pain

[pinkseas]

PARASOCIAL BESTIE YOU CANT JUST DO THIS TO ME. I AM VERY FAMILIAR WITH THE AU YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT I READ THE FIC HATED THE SHIP LOVED THE CONCEPT YOU CAN’T JUST DO THIS TO ME oh my fucking god. oh my God. THE CENTURIES OF DOING IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN thinking about. how eventually you become accustomed to pain like that, repetitive and unceasing, but with this very unique cause/kind of pain its impossible to adjust to, it hurts in new ways and just as badly every time. oh my god. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my god. im going to die. im going to explodea nd die.

#WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK #IM SITTING HERE ON A TUESDAY MORNING LIVING MY LIFE AND YOU HIT ME WITH THIS ????????????????????????????????? #wait its not morning. fuck #ON A TUESDAY AFTERNOON. AND YOU HIT ME WITH THIS ???????????????????????????????? #parasocial bestie tag #im gonna DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #the others knowing its excruciatingly painful but also knowing there's nothing they can do about it #nothing to lessen the pain nothing to stop the flowers #zhongli witnessing every time xiao returns to battle without a single flower on his body and /knowing/. #lumine helping him cut and pluck them away. knowing he'll never stop and there's nothing else that can be done. #just being there helping in the only way she can #maybe she can only purify the flowers once they're severed #an absolutely useless trait except to turn something dangerous back into something beautiful #saving xiao a bit of energy that'd otherwise be spent on burning them but otherwise not able to spare him any of the pain #im so. fmngmdngmfdnmgnfdngjnjfdkngj #mfdng #mdfh