#rin you cutieeee

[lemonfezt]

Thoughts for ep 11

Ugh. Kagura. Why do you have to be so precious 😭

This is the first episode post-beach arc, so we really get to see the changes from each characters. I'm gonna discuss Tohru and Kazuma first. Yup, Tohru with that serious "I won't give up" attitude is sending me. I almost forgot how the cat's burial is not on the Sohma estate rather faraway. I appreciate they didn't add that much music in the first part coz it was a really serious conversation between them. And that BIRD. That BIRD flying when they're discussing the curse. The amount of foreshadowing in this series has been too many to count so I would definitely rewatch this series again after it's done. We also get to see the outside vs inside (particularly the zodiacs) perspective towards Akito. It's great that Kazuma really pointed his view Akito as a fragile, child who's prone to screaming while the zodiacs view him as god who is to be feared and respected. It stresses as one of the reasons why they can't defy Akito. Also, Kazuma just really told Tohru to be herself and when she smiles, it gives them strength and the world seems gentler (damn right! And technically he's also correct on his advice esp given how that advice worked in the last chapters of the manga). And yes, every Tohru and Rin interaction is always acknowledged. Even just crumbs of it. I'm sure anime viewers would finally grasp that Tohru and Rin has the same goal (CAN'T WAIT FOR THEM!!)

Next, Shigure's house moments is one of my favorite scenes to watch in this series. I just find them quite heartwarming like Ayame's bit wherein he's concerned for Yuki (aaah!!)and Kyo telling Tohru he's going out but covered her ears when Shigure's just mentioned that it's a date. (CUTIEEEES!) Also, I cannot get over Yuki's face when Kyo told him that it's his job to take Tohru home. Aah that face. Never knew that reaction would eventually lead up to be the best fight between the two. Though, tbh I kinda like when their fights are just like this. Not too hostile but it's still pretty freaking hilarious.

Now on to Kagura!! I was really indifferent to her when I first read the manga. I thought she was just a side character without any heartbreaking backstories (which is quite stupid of me coz of course she's gonna have one. She's a zodiac) but when I read the confession scene. Just seeing the tremendous regret on her face was utterly devastating. I knew I would get teary-eyed when she explained her reasons for befriending him. Even if it was born out of pity, she eventually still loved him. She's flawed, she's very aware of her guilt and Kyo's pain so I applaud her for bravely speaking to him about it. I love her even more because of it. If there were more scenes about her, I'm sure she would end up becoming one of my favorites. Also, I'm not gonna end this without mentioning Kyo. He was really calm and level-headed in this ep and I'm so glad he's becoming more and more emotionally mature (tho he still has a long way to go) and not gonna lie, that hug scene got me. Seeing Kagura crying and clutching his shirt really hurts.

In addition, the backstory between them really hits me in the anime more than the manga. It's also wherein we realizes more of Kyo's life before her mother's death and how isolated he was (tho kyo looking like he waa swimming away from kagura was too adorable to look at)

If I have one comment tho, I guess the first part wherein they went home was a little too fast so some scenes for me were quite rushed and awkward but I kinda understand given how they're merging 3 chapters.

Really a tearjerker ep and they have to add those bits between them when they're playing during that hug scene was glorious. Damn this show wouldn't give me a break 😭.

Next week is Hatori and Mayu's ep. I'm just as hyped for their backstories as Kagura's. I'm also qute excited coz I get to see Hatori and Mayu interact (😍😍😍) As I said, they wouldn't really catch us a break!

Bonus: Yuki and Kyo sharing that one braincell once again will never get old

+Bonus: I have mixed feelings abt Kyo's shirt. It looks super good on him at the same time, I keep getting distracted on it everytime there's a serious moment my brain's all "maaan poor kyo/kagura" and the other half was like "he looks really dashing tho"

#fruits basket #furuba #tohru honda #kagura sohma #kazuma sohma #kyo sohma #yuki sohma #shigure sohma #ayame sohma

[craving-banana]

First time ko makiusap sa registrar, as in sa harap pa mismo ng mga students na naka-upo, naka-pila. Feeling ko mukha akong kawawa kahit bawal kasi, pinilit ko pa rin si ma'am dahil kailangan ko na talaga yun para makapag-enroll. Tapos ayuuuuun, pinagbigyan ako. Naawa siguro. Yung mga students talagang nakatingin sakin, nanginginig na ko sa hiya. Hindi ko makakalimutan tong araw na ito. Pero medyo may nagpasaya sakin kasi nung nagpaalam na ko kay ma'am, may isang student akong narinig sabi niya "INGAT KA" hindi ko kilala hahaha tas dun ako natuwa kasi sinagot siya ni ma'am. Sabi ni ma'am "JASMIN PANGALAN NON! SI JASMIN SIYA. JASMIN PANGALAN NIYA." Inulit-ulit pa eh, cutieeee ni ma'am. Thank you po ulit ma'am.

[youcandoitmaica]

Day 9 (2-2)

Nag send ako ng pic namin ni bailey cute sa kanya. And pinost ko rin sa messenger na story.

Him: Cutie achim saan ka punta

Me: Omg hi bibssssss

H: San ka pumunta hahahaha Ganda ha

M: Sinilip ka sainyo

H: Hahahaha seryoso ba? Ganda tho

M: Hahahaha oo wala ka nga eh

H: Cutie suot mo pa yung kwintas na binigay ko. Binigay ko para bayaran mo HAHAHAHAHA

M: Hahahahahhahaha sabi mo suotin ko eh

H: HAHAHAHAHA MISS U

M: Miss u too hehehehehehe

H: Ano ginawa mo buong araw

M: Dami nga nag “😍” eh hahahahahah

H: Huh san ??????

M: Sa pic na yan hahahaha Naka story ko kasi

H: *biglang nag react ng 😍 sa story ko hahahah*

Him: ???? SINO

Me: Hmmm pag gising ko kanina 5pm, bumangon ako naligo then nag church po then uwi then naka higa na now. Si shawne, keith, alex, janene

Him: Shawne? Hu da fuk

Him: Bumili ako jersey ko butas butas na eh and bumili ako mouthpiece

—— NAG REPLY SIYA SA STORY KO HAHAHAH ——

Him: My babies

Wait... kinilig ako. Wait!!!!! 😍😍😍

Him: Hehehehe di na ko galet I just want your body body bodyyyy

Me: Cutieeee ❤️❤️❤️

Happy na ako today!! Thank you Lord!! Naffeel ko love niya sakin todaaay 😍😍 nawala sakit ng dibdib koooo.

Love na love kita bebs. Dito lang me always. I love you I love you I love youuuuu!!! ❤️❤️❤️ Balik ka na sakin plssssss. ☹️🙏🏻

[youcandoitmaica]

Day 8 (2-2)

Aga niya nagising. Pero mas maaga ako. Para makapag good morning ako. Hehe. Nag send siya ng selfie. Cutieeee. 😍 May ppntahan kasi siya wedding today. Kaya puro banat ako sakanya. Pero naffeel ko iniiwasan niya. Di ko alam kung ayaw niya. Kaya sumisikip uli dibdib ko. Parang naffeel ko may iba na siya. May iba na siya kinakausap. May iba na siyang gusto. 😭😭😭😭😭 Lord wag naman po pls. Pero kahit na ganun naffeel ko. Tinatry ko hindi pa rin maisip. Tinatry ko na isipin na hindi yun totoo. Na ako parin yung love niya at wala pang bago. Wala pang iba. Lord hindi ko kakayanin kung may iba na. 😭😭😭😭

Nag story siya sa messenger. Pic nung parang seat ng ikakasal. Nag reply ako sa story niya.

Me: “Wag ka mag alala, soon tayo rin sa ganyan. Kahit anong wedding pa want mo. Kahit sino pa magkasal satin. Kahit saan place. Basta gusto ko sa tabi kitaa ❤️”

Yup. And na ignore siya. Hehe. Alam ko naman yun. Pero di pa rin ako susuko.

Ang nareply niya lang..

Him: Pawis nako hahahahaha

Me: Okay lang yan love pa rin naman kita hahahaha

Him: Hahahahahaha sana di umachim

Me: Love kita ❤️ Miss ko na kilikili mo ma achim

And nag chat nalang ako uli.. para kahit papano hindi ako mukhang tanga.

Me: Uy kinilig hinimatay hahahahaha

Di pa rin niya ako na seen. Pero active now siya. May iba ata siya kausap. Then nag story uli siya. Pic nung bride na nag lalakad sa isle.

Nag reply ako.

Me: “Soon hahaha”

After 20min.

Him: Hahahaha bagay nga sayo eh

Me: Yung? Gown? Oo nga tas ganan suot mo bebs yung suot mo ngayon 😍😍😍 Tas bagay tayo 🙏🏻

(Hindi ko mapigilan. Naiisip ko siya. Pag sa mga wedding wedding na ganyan. 😭 And ang sakit. Kasi hindi ko alam kung ako pa rin ba naiisip niya habang andun siya sa wedding. Iniisip pa rin kaya niya na yung plans sa ganyan. Kasi dati na kwento niya sakin. Sakin lang yung nagka plan siya about sa future. About sa kasal. Gusto pa nga niya garden wedding. Tas ako yung papakasalan niya. Tas nag plan pa kami na sa Batanes kami mag hhoneymoon. Tapos sabi niya pa pag papunta daw sa kasal lahat ng car guy na tropa niya mag iingay muna lahat ng kotse nila. Haaaaay! Lord mangyayari naman yun diba. Sa tamang panahon? I bbless mo kami? 🙏🏻😭)

Ang cute ko. Di na nga ako nireplyan. Naka open parin chat niya. Para seen agad. And yep minu minuto ko tinitignan kung nag reply na ba siya. Baliw na ang loka loka. Nakikita kong active now siya eh. Tapos biglang hindi active. And then active now uli. And then hindi na uli. Hay. Ako mismo nananakit sa sarili ko eh. 😭😭 Baka happy na siya talaga. ☹️ Baka. Baka napipilitan nalang siyang kausapin ako(pag nag rereply siya). Baka may iba na nag papasaya sakanya(sana wag naman 😭 sana friend nya lang huhu) Hindi na ako mag eexpect pa(sorry pero hindi naman na talaga, mga onti lang naman ✌🏻☹️) Mag aantay nalang nga talaga ako. 😭😭😭 Yung nalang yung pwede ko gawin. Mag-intay. Magmahal. Masaktan. Repeat. (Haha PATHETIC)

May na ffeel ako na parang mali. May na ffeel ako na parang kilala ko. Pero hangga’t di ako sigurado, hindi ko muna iisipin. Lord help me po. 🙏🏻 To know the truth. 😭😭😭 Alam ko hindi naman ako ganun kabilis palitan so feeling ko din sana hindi tama yung naiisip ko Lord. Minahal naman niya ako eh. At mahal pa rin. Hindi naman porke nakipag hiwalay siya sakin para ayusin sarili niya eh, aayusin niya yun habang may ibang babae na siyang gusto. Hindi naman ganun yun diba Lord? Totoo naman yun siguro. 😭😭😭😭 And naniniwala ako kay bibs. May respeto naman siya sakin. I trust him. :(((

1040PM. Nakauwi na siya sakanila. And nagsend siya ng selfie.

Me: “I love you ❤️ May love ka na bang iba?”

Him: “I love you too hehe

Anong may love na akong iba”

M: Just asking po hehe

H: Wala bakit

M: Akala ko lang po hehe

IIMMMMMMMMMMMMDEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAADDDD!!!

Okay. Quota na ako for today. Hirap na hirap na ako huminga. Tama na muna, self. Pray nalang. 🙏🏻

I love you so much bebs. Sana bumalik ka na. ☹️ Sana. Sana. Soon. Nang hihina na ako. Balik ka na po sakin. :((