#pls kenji literally wake up or i will fail this class i'l just have to go up to my prof ad be like actually i was gonna read the book

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not this book im reading for class getting me so emotional hello

#if this character dies idk if he will but if he dies i just won't read the rest of the book lmfao jk #bruh this like perspective section ends with him 'feeling surprisingly at peace' and 'sleep coming with surprising ease' or something #sir pls don't die rn 😭 im glad ur peaceful and shit and happy and shit but if u die rn i never will be again #naur bc fr this is tthe only fucking character i care about in this whole book XD #but it's still rly interesting the other characters are just not as likable lmfaooo not likable at all tbh #KENJI PLS STAY ALIVE ISTG #the book is no no boy by john okada about a japanese guy who comes home after 2 yrs of internment and 2 yrs of prison bc he said no to #joining the army and the main character guy has a lot of monologues and stuff lol and like inner thoughts #understandably so but he's hard to like . kenji tho <333 #pls kenji literally wake up or i will fail this class i'l just have to go up to my prof ad be like actually i was gonna read the book #i promise but then kenji died and he was the only bitch i cared about and also i just cared about him too much and i couldn't go on so #anyway ..... let's see what happens i honestly have no idea but my gut feeling is telling me this bitch is dying rn 😭😭😭😭 #the next part is from his father's pov #if he dies i will simply pretend it is not true #jeanne talks #not rly being emotional over that tho this scene i just read btwn kenji and his father i was literally so 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #and ending w peaceful sleep it was also like a very like fulfilling/closure-y scene so .. IDC DON'T DIE BITCH #ok ok anyway . stop procrastinating continuing lol or if ur gonna procrastinate do some math hw instead 😭 #lmfao he doesn't even nneed to die for me to not finish the book apparently im just never gonna continue XD #if i don't continue he cant die <3 #prof: WHY DIDNT U FINISH THE BOOK me: I DIDN'T WANT KENJI TO DIE prof: he doesnt fucking die u stupid bitch #manifesting kenji u better not fucking die u stupid bitch #only bitch i respect except there was one slightly weird thing he did lol but he had good intentions kdgfkdfh #honestly i have other hw that's slightly more pressing but . continuing now #after i pee actually yes bc u all needed to know this lol #honestly i think im too influenced by like modern ya books and stuff lol i mean having that being most of what i read XD #but like this book is very light on the plot lmfao so mr okada sir keep that going no plot we don't need kenji to die <3 #AND IT'S RIGHT BEFORE LIKE A CELEBRATORY FAMILY DINNER LITERALLY im gonna