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#people i've known on here to be the most disgusting scum of the earth who no matter how many times i block them still show up in my inbox.
cinnamon-phrog
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6 months
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Can I please have some comfort right now, if that's okay? People are watching me.
#i'm being impersonated and harassed
#every day people in my past still try to find me. and i'm scared
#not of what they might find. i have nothing to hide. but it's the constant fear of being watched and never being free
#i'll never be free from the people who hurt me because they'll always find me somehow
#i shouldn't be feeling so awful but at the same time.
#i pour myself out to help others yet in return i get 'oh it doesn't bother me' and 'i've had it worse'. as if i doubt that for a second.
#but please. not everyone has the same amount of emotional endurance. my patience has worn completely thin.
#people i've known on here to be the most disgusting scum of the earth who no matter how many times i block them still show up in my inbox.
#people from my old school still think they can get to me. a person who lied to me still wastes their time watching me
#someone who i cared about the most probably still watches on and it's breaking me.
#it always has been but i'm the sensible one. i'm not allowed to do this. i shouldn't be writing this but i'm getting desperate
#i've taken deep breaths. i've drank water. i've done everything plus things i should not have to ease it off.
#maybe the reason why i love puppets and artificial characters because i'm always used like one. like i'm a toy to break or put away
#stupid analogy everyone has made for themselves but i'm done trying to be a good writer. the composer.
#i want to feel without being judged but of course that's impossible. it's fine when it's strangers but relentless stalkers? it's wrecking m
#it has been for ages but i was scared to say because i'm used to apathy and false promises.
#i keep forgetting things and hurting myself. i'm getting scared.
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