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#p upset about max ngl....
arduadastra · 3 years
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Just a thot but reader being really upset and javi helping her the only way he knows how ;)
Rough Angsty crying sex is hot ngl🥵
Hot DAMN anon you sure know how to get a gal going. I’m going with overly emotional crying with this one rather than actual sadness because I don’t think it’s humanly possible to be upset while you’re getting annihilated by Javier Pena.
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Warnings: Narcos spoilers (I actually haven't seen the season this happens so who knows how accurate it is...), slight choking, unprotected p in v and swearing.
**NSFW - 18+** F!Reader
You don’t often cry. Working for the Columbian Embassy meant you had to be made of some tough shit but when you do? You sob. It’s like you can’t control it once the dam breaks and your entire body reacts in turn.
Javi doesn’t deal especially well with big displays of emotion, he especially hates to see you sad and even more so when it’s his fault.
The argument was big and you had slammed the apartment door on his face when he tried to get back in. He could hear you throwing things behind the door as he called out to you but soon all he could hear were muffled whimpers and gasping breaths.
He pressed his forehead to the door and sighed, “Hermosa? Please let me in, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner I just...I didn’t know what to do.”
Suddenly the door swings open and Javi stumbles forward into you, his eyes meet your tearful ones and he groans, “Baby I-”
“You didn’t know what to do?! You’re getting deported Javi. I might never fucking see you again and you tell me now?!” You laugh humorlessly and walk back inside, Javi notes you leave the door open so he steps inside and shuts it behind him.
You have your back to him and he sees your shoulders shaking as your hand comes up to cover your mouth. He approaches you slowly and runs his palms down your arms to turn you into his chest.
You don’t hesitate to grip his shirt tightly in your fists as sobs wrack your body. You can’t even breathe as you hiccup into his chest and you feel his hands awkwardly rest on your lower back and nape.
“Javi I can’t lose you, I can’t- I don’t want to. Don’t make me live without you please...talk to someone...I’ll file against it...fu-ck I need-”
Javi grips your face tightly between his huge palms and meets your eyes, “Mirame. You’re not losing me, I’m right here.”  He sees the helplessness in your eyes and he can’t stand it so he crushes his lips with your trembling ones.
Javi was never one to talk about feelings but he damn well knew how to show them to you instead.
He pushes you back towards the bedroom, large hands roaming over your hips and ass as he finds the bed. His lips move to your neck as you mewl into the air, his scent of smoke and cologne is intoxicating as he ravishes you.
You fall onto the mattress and Javi climbs over you, a powerful force that never fails to take your breath away. His lips find your pulse, thrumming against your neck and you can’t help the shaky exhale that passes past your lips.
“Javi-we aren’t finish-“
“Shhhh…” Javi breathes into your hair, “no talking now…”
You close your eyes as you feel his mouth getting lower and lower, pulling your shirt up over your ribcage to kiss the sensitive skin there.
You gasp when you feel his moustache on your thighs, as he pulls your underwear aside to taste you.
“God, Javi. Mas, baby, mas”
You feel him smile as the slip of Spanish. “That’s it, focus on me. Focus on how good it feels.”
His tongue drags sinfully slow up your slit and you feel more tears gather in your eyes as he comes back up to suck on your clit. His tongue rubs in slow circles as you cry out.
He looks up and groans at the sight, rubbing himself into the bed as you writhe above him. He’s still fully clothed but he loves the harsh friction he receives.
He feels your fingers slide into his hair and tug, a wordless plea to continue as he goes back to tasting you. He grabs your thighs and pushes himself deeper, his dick now straining against his already tight jeans.
You feel tears run down your cheeks and you moan, “Javi please, I need to feel you please baby...”
Javi growls and suddenly lurches forward, one hand coming to cradle your jaw in a harsh push of lips and teeth. He bites down hard on your lip and you squeeze your eyes together at the sensation.
He’s gasping when he pulls his jeans off, tugging his boxers down just low enough that his cock springs free and wastes no time with prepping you before he slams into you and growls again.
“Mierda, tan apretada...so fucking tight...shit...” His hand still frames your jaw in a tight grip as he fucks into you, shoving your body up the bed while his other hand grasps at your tits, “Always so desperate, preciosa, perfect”
He’s so deep and pushing into you so harshly, you couldn’t help the onslaught of emotion if you tried. He was here, alive and with you but you knew it wouldn’t last. He would leave and you’d be alone.
Javi has a knee bent and you whine at the new angle, his dick hitting that sweet spot inside you as the hand on your tits move to brush against your clit again and your hands find his shoulder blades. 
“Baby, bab-y” you hiccup, “har-harder, don’t let me forget th-this. Please, mak-make me fe-eel it.”
Javi takes the challenge and roughly fingers your clit and moves his hand to your neck, squeezing slightly and feels the moan you let out at the sensation.
The sudden harshness of it all brings that familiar heat from your belly and you feel yourself flood around Javi’s cock as your orgasm surprises you out of nowhere. The pleasure mixed with pain is too much and you sob through it, raking your nails down Javi’s back leaving angry red marks in their wake.
Javi grunts and pushes faster, hips snapping into your wet pussy until he groans long and hard into your neck, still clamping his hand around your throat as he pumps you full.
You feel his eyes on you as you cry, so overwhelmed and breathless as you feel his hand slowly release. The new bought of oxygen fills your lungs as you gasp out more whimpers and sobs.
Javi rolls you both over and cradles you to his chest, still inside you as you cling to him. You feel the rumble of his chest as he speaks and you cry harder thinking just how much you’ll miss this when he’s gone.
“Shhh carino, sssh. I have you. I have you.”
Javi’s heart breaks as you continue to cry. He tugs you tighter to his chest as he feels his own eyes swim with tears. He closes them fast before they have a chance to spill and breathes deep, slowly running his hands through your hair as you fall asleep - exhausted.
As he looks at the early morning sunrise peeking over the houses of Bogata he thinks how he never wants to see another one unless you’re there too.
It scares the shit out of him.
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irresistiibles · 4 years
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the master plotting post is below the cut. it’s kinda long so good luck fam. it’s really more about where my character are and how they’re doing but i am hoping that will help us both brainstorm some ideas together. i have put trigger warnings next to each individual blurb so that way if you’re worried about anything you can read the rest while skipping any that are potentially triggering. this is just where characters are starting a few of them i may still update, especially for characters who fears i haven’t completely worked out. toss this a like if you’d be interested in plotting and i will come to you! i will get another call out specifically for starters closer to the event
level 1: windstorm
asami sato / the legend of korra / unaware
girl is not really phased by the windstorm and will be pushing through and probably wind up leveling up. she’ll also be offering to help where she can so like if any characters need help to level up or just get by she will be around we can def do something. she’ll probably be getting pieces of her memories back in the storm but nothing concrete. probably one of my characters who realistically has a chance of making it to the safe zone. definitely open to teaming up
leveling up: probably
plots: anyone else trying to level up she can work with, someone to help out
blue sargent / the raven cycle / aware
not entirely sure what my plan for her is tbh. she’s seen like all the wild shit washington has thrown and honestly might try to find somewhere to bunker down and wait it out or maybe level up but either way she’ll be a fun mixed of chill yet pissed while on this level. not freaking out but annoyed after all of the things that happened her. a potential reluctant teammate
leveling up: a reluctant maybe
plots: someone she winds up working with for a bit even though teamwork and being nice is not her strong suit
lily evans / harry potter / aware
let’s be real after everything she’s been through in washington the windstorm does not feel like a big deal and she’s charging through to get through to the next level. she will ultimately wind up losing all of her memories as a result
leveling up: no
plots: teammates, people she knows who can find her after her memory loss, some help after her memory loss, someone she helps, since afterwards she’ll be bunkering down and helping people out
max caulfield / life is strange / aware
my one character? who is terrified for storms? caught in the windstorm? asdlfkjad incredible. anyway max is going to be freaking out and almost definitely stuck here the whole time she is terrified of storms and will be hoping to find a nice corner to crawl in and stay in with her hands over her ears
leveling up: no
plots: someone to help her please she will be screwed on her own,
melody pond/river song / doctor who / awareish
she will absolutely be leveling up. river is a high energy adventurer who is so shit at sitting still there’s no way she’s not moving up. honestly will be pretty unbothered in this level at least. i may give her some flashes of her parents from the windstorm to kind of set her on edge. down to team up though she’s always out for herself first and will ditch partners as needed
leveling up: probably
plots: let her be a chaotic teammate for someone, an injury she reluctantly treats as she tries to get out of there
pansy parkinson / harry potter / aware
honestly she’s mostly just tired and pissed. pansy, though obnoxious, is logical and focused on her own survival first. she’ll probably wind up finding a save space to be and see this thing out. if anyone needs some slightly less chaotic plots she’s probably someone good to hit up. she could be open to being the obnoxious teammate someone has ever had.
leveling up: no
plots: teammates in the sort of self serving way, bunkering down buddies, drinking buddies, a calm party crew 
persephone / percy jackson / aware
she’s a goddess she’s vibing and almost definitely leveling up tbh she doesn’t know what’s going on and her main priorities are finding hades and reluctantly nico but will try to offer some help where she can
leveling up: probably
plots: some people she helps out to either safety or level up, 
level 2: nightmares come to life
ben hargreeves / the umbrella academy / aware 
his nightmares are p limited ngl since being dead kind of takes away a lot of fears. i mean his main one was passing on and he did that last season so, i guess it’ll kinda be his powers. of course he’s mostly afraid of losing control and hurting people, but he’ll probably just be seeing/dealing with vague eldritch creatures. could maybe deal with his fear long enough but that’s really the only way he’s potentially leveling up. potentially open to teaming up
leveling up: doubtful
plots: some people he helps, teammates, maybe someone he accidentally hurts cause he does have powers and he may lash out when spooked so could cause an inury, 
jang man wol / hotel del luna / aware / level 2: nightmares come to life
her fears are complicated. like ? she mostly fears and hates herself lmao. i suppose she has some fear of the gods in her world but they aren’t really violent and can only hurt her if she hurts a human so she might be seeing them and getting freaked out and jumpy and convinced she’s gonna do something that ultimately gets her destroyed. honestly though, she’s at the second most stable she’s been in a while (a step down since chan sung’s memory loss) so she will be making her way to level 3 at some point.
leveling up: yes
plots: uh, maybe someone she almost lashes out and hurts but manages to last minute hold back, someone she helps/protects to avoid her own problems, though she wouldn’t be nice about it rip
jaskier / the witcher / unaware / level 2: nightmares come to life
this is my emotional support idiot he doesn’t really have any tangible fears not because he’s strong he’s just dumb, will be running straight into things trying to help people out. i would say he should get hurt but this man has survivridiculouslysly well on luck and charisma so far and i don’t think that’s going to change anytime soon. if i think of a fear for him i will update this. will probably find someone who looks strong to leech off of and feel safer around. you just know this idiot is writing a song about the whole experience as it occurs.
leveling up: maybe
plots: someone more powerful than him he follows around for safety
karolina dean / runaways / unaware
aaah um i’m not entirely decided on what her fear is yet at the moment but she’ll be doing her best to deal with it. honestly i don’t think she’ll be leveling up karolina is strong but struggling without her memories in terms of fighting. i might have her see her dad a bit even though she won’t recognize him she’ll feel the fear
leveling up: no
plots: any sort of teammates cause she works well in groups, maybe someone who sees her attempting to use her powers to fight things off 
kyoshi / avatar the last airbender / unaware
so kyoshi is not afraid of much. she’s a seven foot tall beast of a woman/nerd so of course she isn’t, but, i’m saying she’s afraid of clowns, because kyoshi is gonna panic and wind up bending in defense. of course she has no memories so she’s gonna spend the rest of the event like ‘hey what the fuck was that????’ honestly she may be able to level up but she’ll probably be focusing on helping people in level 2 as best she can
leveling up: no
plots: a teammate would be fine though she’ll probably only want one, she’ll have just discovered her bending so someone can be around for her to yell about that, any people she attempts to protect/get to safety  
lavender brown / harry potter / aware 
werewolves! she’s scared of them! because of course she is! and she’s absolutely flipping out! she’s probably stuck here ngl i do not think lavender is conquering this anytime soon. she’d fight a little bit but i imagine she’s mostly going to wind up hiding out. could probably use some help or support ngl. i debated saying she could get injured but i feel like this is already going to be rough enough on her ngl
leveling up: no
plots: anyone to help her out she could use it, i would offer her as a teammate but she’s going to be pretty freaked out so idk how much she can do, but maybe someone she likes hides out with and just tries to survive with
michiru kaioh / sailor moon / aware
death tw welcome to lesbian suffering. her biggest fear is going to end up in her seeing haruka’s dead body and uh, she’s definitely not recovering from this one she will be staying on this level the whole time probably losing her mind a little bit and not knowing what happened and blaming herself and it’s all going to be rough.  
leveling up: no
plots: she may attempt to team up with a person or two but her mood is going to be awful and she won’t be a great teammate, honestly anyone around to try and keep her slightly grounded
sam giddings / until dawn / aware
hello happy children it’s wendigo time! exactly what it sounds like. she’s not leveling up. this is a monster that eats people and can only be killed with fire. sam is running. going to be terrified but not freaking out at least not externally. might go for a minor injury with her. down to team up with anyone
leveling up: no
plots: lmao survival buddies, despite everything she will try to be helping people out so there could be something for that
toph beifong / avatar the last airbender / aware
so toph’s fears will probably include not having any earth around or below her. honestly this fear is less about her seismic sense and not being able to tell where things are around her. her other senses are still good even if it’s really not ideal and that will be partially upsetting, it’s more about feeling like she lost her earthbending. she’s also terrified of heights after dangling off of the warship in the finale so i might do something with that. i doubt she’s leveling up. down to reluctantly team up.
leveling up: no
plots: would be willing to team up but she’s feeling a little useless and stressed so how great she’d be as a partner would be mixed, she could cause an injury if anyone wants since she can’t sense any earth but i’m assuming there’s still going to be things she can bend around, so maybe some sort of an accident with that, honestly let her make a friend she’s not against help from friends will hold onto their arm most of the time
level 3: poisoned supernaturals
ciel phantomhive / black butler / aware 
gun tw: this boy has already had bad experiences with supernaturals so he’s not in a good mood about any of this. he’s got a gun and his concerns are himself and lizzie and that is about it. he knows physical strength is not his strong suit and has no intention of trying to fight his way out. may try and play the small defenseless boy card if he needs to in order to get some help and protection from actual nice humans on the level. not available to team up. available to trip another character while they’re both fleeing from the same thing.
leveling up: no
plots: someone who he injures, someone who injures him, a human he partners up with and could betray cause he’s a selfish little shit if that’s something someone’s interested in, or some human who’s physically strong who he pays to be around him as some sort of safety
dominique weasley / harry potter / aware
not a huge chance she’s doing anything but staying here and going ape shit. does not really have the willpower to manage to fight off the poison. is solidly in the middle between barely dangerous to destructive beast.
leveling up: no
plots: a feral crew, someone she hurts, someone who tries to snap her out of it, anything
elsa of arendelle / frozen / aware 
ice queen time babey! will be pretty destructive and very dangerous. open to her killing someone’s character if anyone wants since i’d love her to be upset about that after the fact. she already thinks she’s a danger let’s prove it!! she might wind up fighting off the poison but idk it would take a hot minute since she’s had a lot of stress and frustration lately and it’ll be coming out!! she’s ready to do some damage
leveling up: maybe
plots: someone she hurts and can feel real guilty about, someone who tries to snap her out of it
entrapta / she-ra / unaware
not nearly as concerned about danger as she should be. probably out here purposely trying to approach supernaturals to get a blood sample i hate her. not looking for her to die but could be open to a semi-serious injury. might level up ngl if she finds decent tech she will be able to defend herself. open to team ups but she’s not a great team partner
leveling up: maybe
plots: teammates. maybe someone who teams up with her to use her more than anything since she can build attack bots with really any scraps she can find so she’s good for people looking for defense and will not be able to tell she’s being used
glinda upland / wicked / aware
me realizing just this second glinda probably counts as a supernatural cause she’s got magic:  👁👄👁 so yeah uh this one is difficult i think she’ll be working to fight it off. even with poison she would not be good at being violent fam.
leveling up: maybe
plots: uuuh poisoned people trying to push her to the dark side, someone trying to help her fight it off, maybe a human she fights but doesn’t hurt, or if so it’s something minor, anything
haruhi fujioka / ouran high school host club / aware 
does not know what’s going on and isn’t sure they want to. tbh slightly similar to entrapta in the sense that they can manage self defense alright. they’re going to pepper spray a supernatural so fucking hard i swear to god. they aren’t like a super amazing fighter and sometimes they’re too reckless and stubborn for their own good, but haruhi is smart, and will probably mostly be hiding. they could be available for trying to help out other humans on the level
leveling up: maybe 
plots: single teammate or group of humans getting by, a not too strong supernatural for her to fight cause i don’t want her getting too hurt, but could be up for a small injury, anyone she helps
ji eun tak / goblin / aware 
lmao so technically eun tak has powers but they aren’t fighting powers she can just see ghosts but technically this still counts as powers so she’s affected. this doesn’t make her any stronger though she’s just angry but like not a threat. here is a picture of eun tak as provided by kasey (x). like the worst shes gonna manage is to mug someone and honestly, that is probably her goal. my girl has lived her whole life poor and she’s ready to make some bank
leveling up: no
plots: lmao please give her a strong supernatural that she’s hanging around so we’ve got destructive power plus baby with knife, someone she tries to, or successfully mugs, if you need a weak supernautral to fight to level your character out of level 3 she’s a good pick, anything
rita skeeter / harry potter / aware 
rita will probably go crazy stupid for a day and then start fighting it off. tbh she doesn’t care too much about if she’s hurting people. it’s not something she likes to do but it doesn’t freak her out a ton either, but she doesn’t like being out of control, and that sheer stubbornness might be enough for her to break through and level up. down for her potentially hurting or killing someone’s character if desired. will still be taking tik toks through it all the poison is not enough to stop that. she can hunt and film at the same time
leveling up: maybe
plots: feral crew, any other supernaturals working to fight it off at some point, i’m not saying let her film ur supernatural hurting an npc but like do it, anything
tessa gray / the infernal devices / awareish
so technically she’s part shadowhunter part demon but homegirl does not know it so it’s going to be a fucking interesting time for her. honestly destructive power is mixed cause she’s certainly got some but the lack of awareness will make it weaker. will probably use this as an excuse to trigger a few more of her memories. open to her injuring someone.
leveling up: probably not
plots: uh, someone she can freak out to in the first 24 hours before the poison hits because she doesn’t even know she’s supernatural, someone she gives a minor injury to maybe, someone trying to snap her out of it, anything
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