#ough. head hurts from all this thinking. that's why i like bооm!knuсkles so much huh?)

[jellyloveru]

ough :(

#it's just. rambles i suppose #балаболим #emotionally and physically i'm ok i guess. i just can't make myself work again so. yeah. also have no one to speak so again. yeah #it's weird. i know the consiquenses of this. i still can't make myself. wow. #i really need to do something tomorrow at least. really wanna talk about it with someone too. share and stuff yknow? yh. #this emotional stillness is welcome and appreciated but at what cost? can't work when stressted can't work when not. what do you need??? #(at myself of course) #...at least i figured a way to steal some ideas an not get caught. as in a way to calm myself when i find my idea too similar to other's #happenes sometimes. just. make something incredible and then BAM. i see where i might have taken it from. #even the firebud's not my idea. it's from a long deleted game. wasn't a main character or anything but still. #i have reworked them though. a lot. that might make them mine right? #ough. head hurts from all this thinking. that's why i like bооm!knuсkles so much huh?) #...though thinking about that book series is nice. there's lots of things to think about. all this. multidimentional travel. #adaptation to a new world. the creator even considered the possibility of different languages and materials which make up the world! #ough. such a good concept. the author's word play is also great. as great as it can work in russian))) #(dad keeps braging about how rich russian is. yeah we have a ton of words but not a lot of word play can't go from it) #(english seems to have worked it out though. you might hate dad jokes but i have yet to hear the likes of them in russian. love em) #(besides dad jokes. english has a certain way around words. it's flexible like those rubber rulers. has limits and yet. 's fun) #(maybe it's just me. i like noticing differences and simularities between languages) #anyway. i wouldn't mind tellw someone about this book series. i'm certainly not coherent enough to male a post about it :)