#otherwise i would've stayed locked until the next day when my family came home lol

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deathly afraid of bugs to the point i start shivering and crying and theres a weird cockroach i trapped under a chair and apparently the weird bug i managed to kill the other day was the non-adult version of this cockroach and now im scared that 1 ill find more of them 2 theyre one of the two newly introduced species that are able TO FLY !!!!! please come save me im home alone

#ginni stop talking #im only able to kill venomous spiders because its either them or me but even that frightens me to the point of hyperventilation alright #moths are my public enemy no.1 and i just. cry and lock myself in the closest room #one time i was home alone and i locked myself in the bathroom for hours and a family friend offered to come over to free it outside #otherwise i would've stayed locked until the next day when my family came home lol #when i was living alone a grasshopper decided to terrorize me as if i were a kamen rider villain of the week #left it locked until my brother visited and took it outside #did i mention my brother wants to be an entomologist i still wonder if he secretly hates me or if its just a coincidence