#or that one victorian au where jaimes like lets run away together bc we've played along w society but good gods it isnt for us

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ok but fr nothing makes me feel the way jaime and brienne makes me feel. no other pairing makes my chest ache when I think about certain phrases from both canon and fanon god I am deranged. they make me INSANE!!!!!!

#like the half a corpse half a god line and jaime thinking about her astonishing eyes and 'jaime. my name is jaime' #and a dozen quips came to mind each crueler than the last but what jaime said was simply 'i dreamed of you' #and also its yours. it will always be yours #and thats just canon!!! not even the fan shit that makes me crazy!! #like that one fic where briennes like #in a kinder world i would have deserved a better man than jaime but i still think i would have wanted him anyway #or that one victorian au where jaimes like lets run away together bc we've played along w society but good gods it isnt for us #or the same fic with the kidner world line where is says THIS #But he’d held her wrist even then thumb stroking Marry me he’d said marry me and never acknowledge it if you do not wish but marry me as I #should have married you that night and every other. If I’m to die he’d said (with her he had not) let me die as your husband #LET ME DIE AS YOUR HUSBAND!!!!!!! #also He could do nothing for her terrible pain but he would not allow her to die alone among strangers. He could at least do that. #It had been agony that helpless moment looking at her in the bed and he would have done anything in his power to help her and #so he married her. There is no way to explain that. #jaimes desperation to comfort brienne in the only way he sees possible gets me every time your honor he LOVES HER #also 'I just want you' he says simply. His voice isn’t sincere like Petyr’s had been; it’s sincere like he has never told a lie in his life. #and also just all of like weather that fic and clean hands just wreck me #just god i love this pairing no one is doing it like them!!!!! #the queerest m/f relationship on eartj #shut up anna