#one word to describe drk for me is. 'romantic'. not necessarily like that one definition but YK YOU GET WHAT I MEAN

[noxtivagus]

apollo's doing the drk lvl 80 quest rn n my mind is just. no thoughts only drk again

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #'our closure' T_T #wah a lot of my favorite songs like running in the dark & don't think twice remind me of drk vv much!!!! #me connecting don't think twice w drk is kinda funny tho but. true. i wld kiss myself if i could smh /lh #one word to describe drk for me is. 'romantic'. not necessarily like that one definition but YK YOU GET WHAT I MEAN #i'm so soft for. uh. do i call them esteem.. #ILL CRY LOOKING AT THE FLOWER IN APOLLO'S SCREEN JUST EARLIER! THAT CLIFF MEANS SO MUCH TO ME FUCK #sometimes when i look at old things i wrote i realize how unintentionally like #oh my god the image of cliffs n uh IDK HOW TO WRITE AT ALL RN but tying that to a lot of stuff i've written n imagined in the past #the cold of the night the. sight of the stars n. oh my god oh no oh no #;w;; w noctis n my ocs n then ffxiv n wtvr the fuck else that rlly just means so much to me #OH W A SPOTIFY DESCRIPTION I WROTE LONG BACK WHICH WAS PRETTY ROMANTIC I THINK. I WAS BRAINROTTING ABT FFXIV DRK #n then w angels months back ehe i was listening to morning light hymnus n existence from gbf on repeat T_T #i'm emotional i just want to write wait WAIT. AS I WAS SAYING EARLIER #esteem is so soft in jpn it makes me heart melt the way they just worry for the wol n aaadhfdalkfjadslkfjdas my heart ily i love you #fray/esteem i'm so sorry i don't know what to call them rn but they love the wol so much fr n it's just. one of my favorite things ever #bcs that's. oh my god rlly just so special to me n then. w drk lore stuff. that reflects on self-love too n it's just so dear to me #my comfort my answer my hope.. they say that in jpn but IN ENGLISH FRAY SAYS LITERALLY 'I LOVE YOU' AAAAAAAAA #i'm gna cry bye wait drk has stuff w reaching out hand n hdkfljasklfjsdf fe3h ruined me w that n it's like. #I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE SORRY LISTENING TO DANCING GHOST'S BALL JOINTED DARLING N IT'S MAKING ME EMOTIONAL TOO #sorry i can't read the rest of the drk jpn translations i'll actually cry so bad wait i need to compose myself #' as the dark knight who at times faces great loss yet presses ever foward while striving to protect others #you shall always have love at your side. ' I'M NOT OKAY HELP ME I'M NOT OKAY FUCK THE DRK QUESTS #pls don't mention haurchefant to me he's very dear to me i'll cry i'm gna cry . destiny n warmth n family n waiting n.. drk ihy hkdfjalksdf #the whole of drk n how it messes w my thoughts n emotions is all just so very personal to me. shaped my identity sm wtf #' the words of those you pass by can lift your head. someone's outstretched hand can hold you up when you collapse... ' #oh my god. i saw smth for sid n fray n rielle n i'm too emotional to read the whole of it rn but THAT HRUTS MAN IT'S SO GOOD #i love the character growth n development sm w the charas in drk. ngl it's so funny rielle's the kid but she's babysitting sidurgu ngl #sidurgu babygirl (real) my emo bby ily <3