#okay i'm done i promise sorry 9pm coffee was a Choice i need to go try and shut my brain up

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post-movie j.aime deciding to go to law school there in el paso... spending most of the summer torn abt what he wants to do because as grateful as he is of the k.ords for replacing tío r.udy's truck and fixing up their house, he knows he can't just expect them to cover Everything all the time. he wouldn't be able to accept it even if they offered, that's just not the kind of guy that he is. (probably makes a joke abt how he doesn't Actually wanna be like m.aria la del b.arrio) wanting to keep going towards being a lawyer so he can eventually make enough money to support his family while also staying close to them in the absence of his dad and being able to finally give el paso and ciudad juarez their own hero like rudy had said up on the roof in that one scene.

#delete / #bb23 spoilers / #google said the closest college w a law program is a 5 hour drive but .... i pretend i do not see it <3 if aliens and symbiotes are real #then i can make up a college program :)) #fresh out of high school j.aime choosing to go to g.otham because he was a little b.atman stan and he wanted to go out and get those #experiences but .. coming home and realizing that everything had gotten worse and that guilt he feels for leaving them all to deal with it #on their own.. i don't think they'd ever make him feel like he Needs to be there and support them but he puts that responsibility on Himsel #you can see it when he's talking to mili on the roof. his main driving factor both in the comics and in the movie was helping out his famil #and it SHOWS.... your honor i love him so much #anyway.... post-movie things.. jaime studying for the LSAT's while in between missions in el paso / w the t.itans (fight me) .. getting in #and starting that hero balancing act that everyone knows all too well #okay i'm done i promise sorry 9pm coffee was a Choice i need to go try and shut my brain up