#ok to rb btw like yeah there are personal tidbits but i did my best ro share as much as i'm comfortable w

[moe-broey]

AUTISM JUMPSCARE!!!!

I'm just feeling especially normal about the Askr siblings and I have one million notes on my cell phone that were never intended to see the light of day but. If you. Wanna indulge me.

^ snippets from a scrapped Hel Sharena AU, not really a fic just figuring out scenes (meant to be a comic). Context is a near death experience (she fucking kilt him almost) and girlbossery I guess (ready to kill her herself but also understanding of the self and the pain and various other horrors and ultimately finding a little kindness for yourself even just a smidge.)

^ Broken ass family.

^ Some misc ones.

There were two more I was gonna include but I felt they got too personal for me LMFAO, but the main takeaway from them is:

> Alfonse is a funny little man who's full of contradictions. Yeah yeah he's super cautious and has extreme difficulty letting people in. But he will speak freely and openly to anyone who will listen. He trusts his allies wholeheartedly (esp drives me insane How he does this, in a strictly practical way). He's just... so earnest. Try as he might to distance himself and remain guarded, his earnesty tends to seep through. (And hell if we're talking contradictions, not even mentioned in this particular note but about a thousand others of mine LMFAO I believe Alfonse is a very emotional character. Like. His emotions DO tend to be a driving force for him. Unfortunately he is also his father's son. Jokes aside though, he does naturally have a very pragmatic personality to him too!)

> Something something there's something uniquely isolating about being friends w your sibling's friends bc you know they would simply never know you otherwise were it not for your older sibling(s). Sharena is here because Alfonse is. I'm here because my sisters are. There's nothing inherently wrong with that, it just leads to some strange grey areas and never really knowing where you stand sometimes.

These two did go hand in hand, just. Removing the context makes them seem unrelated LMFAO oh well!!!!

Anyways. Autism moment over it's so fucking late dude. It's almost 4 I gotta be up by 8 LMFAOOOOOOO GIRL HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😔😔😔😔

#fire emblem #feh #wwhy doenst my job understamt. i need to be autistic about characters or i WILL explode into one million pieces. to dust. ect. #i'm also just. well you know. the horrors. it's always the fucking horrors around here stg. #nah but like i'm good. just. experiencing things. family. ect ect. no more comments on that! #fe alfonse #sharena #ok to rb btw like yeah there are personal tidbits but i did my best ro share as much as i'm comfortable w #and really i just wanted to share like. all the intricate dynamics that live in my head. #i think the askr fam is really compelling. and this is just the main ones (offshoot would def include lif) #i have a lot of thoughts about him too but they usually end up goofy LMFAO. #sorry for making the serious sad n angry death man silly. as if it's my fault it's a healing experience. #but for this post in particular i really wanted to focus on alfonse n sharena. #i feel like. they have fucking intricacies man. by themselves and together.