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antihero-writings · 4 years

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The Empty Throne (Ch2)

Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist (Brotherhood & Manga)

Fic Summary: It's been a long time since that word died on Ed's lips...but relationships may be the only thing that can come back from the dead. || Exploring Ed and Hohenheim's relationship using the songs "Stumbling in Your Footsteps", "The Alchemist", and "Youth" as prompts.

Character focus: Van Hohenheim

Notes: I'm so sorry for taking so long with this one!! Hohenheim proved very difficult to write for... I hope you like what I ended up coming up with though!! And do let me know if there are any inaccuracies!!

This chapter is written for the songs "The Alchemist" by Nathan Wagner, and "Youth" by Daughter (with a little of “Stumbling in Your Footsteps” sprinkled in there from the last chapter). I highly recommend listening to them before reading!! (I can put links in a reblog!)

FYI There is reference to a scene from Ch40 from the manga in here that I don't remember being in the anime!!

If you enjoyed this, if you could leave me a comment I'd really really appreciate it!! As always, I would absolutely love to write more about this fandom, so feel free to give me FMAB prompts!! You can drop them in my ask box!!

Chapter 2: Dying Angels

Van Hohenheim walked the streets of Xerxes for two days before he gave up believing that there was someone still alive out there. That there was hope. That he was just trapped in the most feral breed of nightmare. Now he wandered into his home, though it didn’t feel like his own, rather just some place to rest his feet. An empty shell. They’d all died. So why did he feel like the corpse? “How?! How could you do this?! I thought you were going to make theKing immortal, not me!” “Oh? But what do I care for a nameless king who will be dead in but a few years? It’s you who gave me life. How could I allow you to be sacrificed for his avarice?” “How could you allow meto be sacrificed?! What about the people?!” He threw his hand behind him, gesturing to the empty city. “What about my friends?!” “Didn’t I teach you of equivalent exchange? Immortality isn’t bought on the cheap.”

“They’re all dead?! That’s your price?! Everyone I ever loved?!” “Not dead just…” He pondered the right word. “redistributed. To be perfectly frank, I thought you’d be more appreciative of my gift.”

“Gift?! Who in their right mind thinks this is a gift?!”

“Doesn’t everyone want immortality?” “Not at the cost of an entire kingdom!”

“Interesting…But now that you have it, free of blame, is it really so bad? You have everything you could ever want. Why, you could walk into the palace right now and take all the king’s treasures. No one would stop you.” He chuckled like this was all a grand joke—(he hoped it was). “Technically you’re the only heir left. …Unless of course you’d like to battle me for it.” Hohenhheim held his head in his hands. No, too much was happening at once. Everything and nothing at all. This wasn’t possible. His friends, the entire kingdom, it couldn’t just be gone. There were cosmic rules about this, surely. Surely this couldn’t happen. The gods wouldn’t hit reset any second now. Hohenheim leaned back against the door. …He didn’t really want to keep going, but, then again, he wasn’t sure this body would let him die. There was supposed to be a bazaar happening that weekend. He would have liked to go to it.

He had that book he borrowed from Meiyo. Van himself had taught him to read, so long ago. He would have liked to give it back, to discuss it with him. He still had to ask Rhinemile if his son was feeling better...well, he surely wasn’t now...

—(Oh, god, not the children)— He wanted to apologize to Willard for his rather rude behavior the other day. He was in a hurry but, well, it still wasn’t excusable. And there was that girl down the street he’d always wanted to ask if she’d like to get dinner together some time. The one with flowers in her hair. He sank to the floor. He’d never get to do any of that now. Couldn’t rewrite the past few days with them filled in the gaps. Tomorrow, so much of life, snuffed out like all the promises of a better future, their lives pinched out like a candle. Though they’d all died, he was the shade, wandering the streets of a manufactured hell. A vessel for all these wandering ghosts of everyone else. He’d believed in god once. He wasn’t sure he did anymore. They’d all died…so why could he still hear them? If he sat still long enough he could hear his friends’ dying cries, their pleas for mercy, as if his memories, like ghouls, decided to reanimate themselves. An eternal echo of their deaths. Dead…yet not dead. Their souls ensnared before they could reach the light at the end of the tunnel, trapped forever in this pitch black passage, bracing themselves for the end, which never came. Their voices, their emotions, ocean waves in a sea of bloody despair, and if he wasn’t careful, surely his own soul would drown in that sea of faces. The more he tried to block them out, the louder they became. Was this real? Or was he just insane, sitting in his house, and these voices were the calls of everyone trying to save him? He pleaded with a nonexistent god for insanity. The flashes still lingered across his brain; all the golden light turning to a sinister, haunted violet, those black hands still waving before his eyes, clawing at his sight, that eye still tasting his soul, and the blank Truth... He was so cold. His body, full of souls…cold as death. A walking gilded corpse; all that was left of his illustrious kingdom. The last survivor of a grand disaster…the unwitting accomplice of said disaster. Why hadn’t he realized it sooner? His kingdom had become a bone yard overnight. He wondered if future historians would come across the skeletons of his friends and the standing ruins, and wonder what could have possibly killed a flourishing kingdom in one night.

Was that all they'd be? A question to history? Not a living, breathing, bleeding people? Would their blood, their legacy, be lost to the world?

The voices clung to him, begging for a mercy he was incapable of granting any of them, like he was a cliff, one they were at risk of plummeting down. Like he was the single branch keeping them all tethered to life.

Could they not hear him snapping at the seams?

The voices were so close. He hated how close they were. Like a bug on his back, but worse, a thousand bugs crawling on his brain, and they weren’t bugs at all…they were people. They were his friends. Everyone he once knew, and plenty of people he never met, swarming his thoughts every moment. It’s sickening to have something crawling in the corners of your mind. It’d been two days, but it already felt like a century. He wasn’t sure how much of this he could take. But he would have to take it. The Philosopher’s stone. He’d read about it in his master’s books, the Homunculus told him about it. At the time it had seemed like the best of dreams; the ability to bypass equivalent exchange, to turn lead into gold… maybe even bring back the dead?

Not them though. He knew their souls were too lost to return home.

Now he knew what nightmares were made of; the best of dreams. That the worst thing humanity can get is three omnipotent, irrevocable wishes.

He’d walked around enough to know by now, he had the whole kingdom to himself. The Homunculus was right. He could march into the palace, pick up the jewels, sit on the throne. He had it all. If only he didn’t feel so damn lonely. He sat, and he thought, and he thought… and he thought. For there was nothing left to do but sit and think, and be swallowed by the quagmire of his own thoughts. Turned inside out. If only he could talk to someone, anyone. A fight with a neighbor would have been relief. Was this what war felt like? The silence was the worst part. Just how quiet the kingdom became in a single day. The shops devoid of customers, stoves left on, potters wheels still spinning, the streets empty; no kids playing in the. The worst part. The silence…and the noise inside his head. He held that infected head in his hands and, knowing the very worst nightmares are real finally allowed himself to weep.

******

The first time he died was from thirst, the second from starvation. Traveling the desert isn’t a riskless business you know. The third from that weird plant he thought was safe to eat (spoiler, it wasn’t). The fourth from exhaustion, the fifth from heat stroke. Each time he died he felt the weight of their souls lessen, become a little less active. The sixth was at his own hands. He wished he could grant them all mercy. It wasn’t long before he tried to end the suffering of all parties involved. The seventh and eighth were too. He’d lost track of how many times he died by the time he came across a little mining town in the dunes, full of poor people, whose leader was bleeding their pockets dry. What was it that drove him to help them? Was it sympathy? Pity? Some sort of hero complex? There was a little girl in rags. He pulled a golden coin from behind her ear, so she and her family would be able to eat that night. Next thing he knew the town was after him with pitchforks, wanting to know his secrets…willing to carve him up to search for them inside. He never wanted to cause them any pain. He still believed there was good in them, that this didn’t have to end in blood. They tore him to pieces. They were just a little misled, it was his mistake for dangling treasures before their hungry eyes. There was a general goodness to people. He still believed in it. And he was right about some of them. Some were kind, there were plenty who appreciated his alchemy, who genuinely wanted to learn, who were grateful to him. But it was probably around the seventh—or was it the seventeenth?—time he was killed for the crime of helping that he didn’t trust people so much. They say compassion is weakness, and when he found it was so easy to help…so easy to die for it, he started to believe them. It became more difficult to have compassion when there was such a high price. He could have created a palace out of nothing. He could have sat on a throne of glass in a kingdom of gold and disbelief. Walled himself away in a tabernacle to ungod beneath the ground. Never dying. Never living. But he didn’t. He was too weak. Too kind. Too restless. So he continued to walk the world, without a home, hope, or a single fiend to call his own. A golden wanderer in a world of lead. They’re right when they say history repeats itself. He wished someone would just reset the needle. The gods should do it any second now. Another day, another war. For Hohehnheim, really, though he’d lived through many wars—(best have the immortal fight, yes?)—there was only one war: himself, and the world. Trying to help, to save, people is much more war than it is peace. Far too many people desire immortality. Far too few know what it really signifies…what it costs. Every time he heard another foolish mortal bragging of the path to immortality he longed to wrap his hands around them, and shake them to sense. But he didn’t. He let them follow their misguided ways, for their boasts were but empty air. They didn’t know what it cost, and surely never would. They’d be granted the mercy of death in the end, and Hohenheim would stand before their corpses, a heart full of envy. It’s cruel to desire sickness in front of a sick man. Immortality was but a disease, and he longed for a cure.

He grew used to it. To the dull repetition, and the petty goals, and the scorn, and the screaming. Every day he woke up to the sound screaming within his own head. Ever those flashing lights of yesterday. Every day he fell asleep to the lullaby of cries for mercy. That endless black and red sea. He tried to row through it, but each new wave sent him tumbling to nothingness. Nothing, and everything; every emotion they ever felt. He learned to block them out so he could hear his own thoughts. He learned to listen to them, so he could know they were people, once. Hard to do in tandem. He tried to remember that they were all people once, and were still, despite the fact that there were little more than cries for mercy left on on the stove. He tried to treat them as people even so. He tried to get them to sit down so he could talk to them. Tried to discern individual waves from the sea. Tried to urge them to speak of more than just pain. To speak of life, and dreams, and who they once were. They were the only good part in all this. It wasn’t a happy life, but he got used to it all…until he met her. Was it selfish of him to want something for himself?

******

It’d been ten years. Ten years since he’d seen Trisha. Ten years since he’d seen Edward and Alphonse. It went by like days to Hohenheim. Sometimes he forgot that a few years is a very long time to people who still feel the sting of the clock.

And children feel it most of all. What had happened in those ten ticks? Were they happy years? How would they have changed? Would Trisha scold him for taking so long? And Edward and Alphonse, well, they’d be teenagers now. What kind of people had they become? Would they take after him or Trisha? He hoped it was the latter. Excitement and nervousness together flowed through him—though would could never tell by looking at his stoic figure.

He walked up the hill. When he looked off in the distance to where his house was...he couldn’t see it.

He couldn’t have misplaced it, could he?

As he advanced the nervousness took precedence over the excitement.

Trisha said she’d wait for him...they couldn’t have moved, right?

As he got closer the tree came into view, the one he tied a swing to before he left...except it wasn’t a flourishing oak as he knew it; it was barren of leaves, the top half of it painted black, its branches like a claw tracing the sky, still as death.

Horror twisted in his gut, his expression pulling taut. He pushed his glasses up on his nose and continued onward at a level pace.

When he arrived he fell to his knees. His home, the place he loved, the place the golden wanderer had finally settled down...was a pile of charcoal.

How was this possible?

The excitement became a twisting, writhing, questioning thing. He would have said some horrible disaster befell the neighborhood… if the other houses weren’t standing tall. Was it some accident? Where was Trisha? Where were Edward and Alphonse? Were they okay? Why hadn’t it been rebuilt? He turned to the house next door, like it was a sanctuary. The Rockbells. His last hope; there was Pinako at least. Hopefully she’d still be there, and could explain. Slowly, trembling slightly, he picked up his suitcase, the handle digging into his palm, and stood up, marching to her door. When he raised his hand to knock his breath caught in his throat.

Maybe he shouldn’t knock at all. Maybe he should just leave, spare everyone the pain.

Maybe they didn’t want him here after all.

An old lady opened the door. The sight was like time slapping him in the face. He hadn’t realized quite how long it’d been till he saw how the years lined her face, like a well read book. “Pinako…” He spoke, time catching in his throat. “I seem to have lost my house.”

******

They built a country out of nothing. It was incredible to be there when a nation was being delivered; it wasn’t in a hospital or a house, with blood and screaming, as it is with children, but in these empty fields, these barren sands, and was much softer. From their forests and fields arose houses and farms, and from the stones arose governments and laws. And in this nation there was born a girl. Just an ordinary girl. He’d met many like her. …He was much too old for her. But she looked at him, and she asked him to dance…and he felt young, and like he hadn’t been wandering for centuries. Why? Why would she pursue him when he was too old, too cold, too empty? What did she see in him? He couldn’t let himself get close to her. Because, after all, she was human, and therefore going to die some day…And he wasn’t going to die, and he wasn’t even quite sure he was human anymore either. She told him she wanted to be with him, even so. Even though he was like an old god, cracked and put together out of the souls of his people, and he wasn’t quite sure if he was allowed to be human. She told him humanity was more than he knew. Stronger than he realized. It was only because they were weak that they were strong. That they were more than just an amalgamation of mistakes. That they could change. And that the knowledge that they were going to die was what made the whole not-dying part worth it all. Trisha Elric was unlike those he’d met before. They didn’t get married. He didn’t want to chain her to him. But they decided to start a life together in a quaint town in the middle of nowhere.

There he could hear the sound of birds chirping, and the wind rustling through the trees.

The wandering god, the golden corpse, rested his feet for the first time in a few centuries.

Family. The word once meant the world. He wanted nothing more than to start one. To meet a girl, to have children with her. Long ago he told the homunculus that’s what gave life meaning.

Now he wasn’t sure his life was allowed to have meaning. So when she told him she was pregnant...that slave boy staring at the sunset, thinking he had a bright, short future, held her in his arms and twirled her around him. All the while the golden wanderer’s heart grew weary, and scared.

Was this really okay? Was a thing like him really allowed to sit down while? How would it work with him the way he was, with bullet holes in his heart and all these voices in his head? Could he possibly be a father, have a family, after all? He liked kids perfectly well…he just wasn’t sure about his kids. Would his affliction be passed on to this unsuspecting child? Would he hear voices from the moment he came into this world, unaware there were people out there without voices in their heads? Would they keep him trapped in a bottle desiring freedom from his own head?

And if the child was normal…how could Hohenheim be a father in his condition? How could he speak comforting words when his head was full of unrest? How could his child love a monster? They named him Edward, because they wanted him to be rich in spirit, and protect the hopeless. He kicked in her tummy a lot, and Trisha told him that surely meant he’d be a fighter after all. When Edward was born he cried. Frequently, and loudly. Hohenheim protested much himself when Trisha handed him to him, but Edward wrapped his tiny grip tight around his finger, and while his golden eyes were soft and unsure, there was fire there. And, as he calmed down in his arms, Hohenheim smiled, and cried, and was pretty sure he’d melted.

And the voices said He’s beautiful. Edward inherited the same golden hair and eyes that belonged to a people long gone, and Hohenheim was glad their blood ran through his veins, that the legacy of a people snuffed out, who should have had generations more, existed at least in him and his son.

And they were happy. And he thought he might stay a while. When she told him she was pregnant the second time, the slave boy jumped for joy, and the butterflies in the wanderer’s stomach turned to bats. Trisha picked Ed up and asked if he wanted a brother. He couldn’t talk at the time, but he made a gurgling sound they thought that translated to “Only if I’m still your favorite.” And Hohenheim tried to hold on to that. This was for Edward. Not for himself. This was for Trisha. And Ed turned out well enough.

…No, he turned out better than “well enough.” This one was much gentler; less tummy kicking, and when he came out he didn’t cry so much. They named him Alphonse, because they wanted him to be noble, and prepared for anything.

The four of them were joy incarnate.

And the voices said It’s okay. You can have this.

So he tried to listen to them.

He wanted to spend every moment with them, every minute he could, and some moments he didn’t have to spare.

But the more he did, the more a darkness crept in. How could they love a silhouette? They’d surely just forget him…and in a century or two, they’d be taste on his tongue he could never spit out. Hohenheim grew used to immortality. But when he looked into those lost, golden eyes he wanted to bleed. He wanted to age, and feel the aches and pains of it.

He wanted to die. For the living, death is ever approaching. For the gilded shades death is not easy to find.

He wanted to live, for them. He wanted to die, for them.

But he couldn’t find the cure sitting still.

******

The glass previously in Hohenheim’s hand was in pieces on the floor, but he barely heard it shatter, the echoes of Pinako’s words the only thing in his head now.

No. No this couldn’t be. Surely the gods would hit that reset button. Come on, any day now.

Trisha couldn’t be dead.

The woman he loved, decided to settle down, start a family with, she couldn’t be dead. No, that wasn’t possible.

Pinako grimaced, adjusting her glasses.

“I’m afraid there’s more.” She took a drag from her pipe. “I wish I knew what they were planning, I would have tried to stop it... Edward and Alphonse...they attempted to bring her back.”

His eyes widened, his breath catching in his throat.

“They attempted human transmutation?” he breathed. The words were coarse as sandpaper in the air. “You’re…sure?” “Quite sure.” He sat down; the weight of his own body, his own thoughts, too much to bear. For far too long, the thought of seeing Trisha and his sons again had kept him going, kept him sane when he preferred to go crazy.

Coming home to find Trisha was gone, despite their promise to each other, that the last he would ever see of her was her standing at the door saying she’d wait for him. The woman he loved, the ordinary one, who told him people were more, the one he wanted to spend his life—as much of it as he could—with, the one who’d tethered the golden wanderer...he’d never, in all his millennia, get to see again. And Edward and Alphonse had become accomplished alchemists…but they had had more of a chance to grieve, and that grief, sitting alone in the dark, became an animate beast. In their despair they had tried to bring her back…and weren’t entirely whole anymore because of it. They had seen the immaculate truth, and it tore them apart for the crime of loving their mother. How could he possibly face them?

******

He saw the circle. The Homunculus drew a circle on the world as a line to know where to cut and make it bleed. The images of the past redoubled, the voices coming to a crescendo, telling him together they could spare this world from their fate. He had to stop it this time. Last time he stood by, ignorant. He wouldn’t now. He was determined. There was no other choice. And the price of saving this world, his family…was losing his precious years with them.

Equivalent exchange after all. He had to destroy the middle for the sake of the finish line.

He told Trisha he didn’t even want to say goodbye. He couldn’t bear to see their faces. If he did...he just might stay.

When he stood at the door, and she handed him his coat, and they came of their own accord, he knew he was right.

Those golden eyes, those beautiful eyes he adored so much...seared him like a brand. In later years he would be certain they scarred him. He saw them and though the boys said nothing, blissfully ignorant of what was truly happening, everything in him—and was this really him, or the voices still?—pleaded:

Stay. But he left anyway.

He had a world to save, after all. He stood on the hill overlooking Resembool, staring back at his house, the shadows draping across the place where he spent his better years—where he heard the crickets, and the frogs, and the birds, and the wind, and his wife’s lullabies, and his sons’ laughter—forsaking the quaint town, his family, his life for the sake of the sea of faces, for the sake of the cure.

“I’ll be back before you know it, Trisha. Just wait for me.” They were the lucky ones. They got to breathe instead of heaving through corrupted lungs. He wanted to breathe too, that’s why he had to leave, after all. The world was so empty. An emptiness that bored into his chest and made a nest there. Long ago the Homunculus had wanted to leave his flask. He swallowed the pieces of Xerxes; the pieces of the world he once called home, now nothing more than evidence to be disposed of. Now the Homunculus wanted to surpass god; cast a fishing line to bring god down and swallow him. To raise himself above all the spheres and look down upon them. He wanted to create a tower high enough to reach heaven. A door that could open the stars. He created a mark that no one could miss…except everyone standing on it. And, with a body of his own—or something close enough, surrounded by people: by another country, by all the souls inside him, the Homunculus still sat alone in a jar.

******

He visited Trisha’s grave, if nothing else, to get proof that she actually was there. That she couldn’t be touched, kissed, hugged, spoken to, or otherwise loved. If he had stayed…could he have saved her? Could he have kept his son’s from being torn apart in attempts to rewrite the past?

Now she was just a name on a stone. He stood there, not entirely believing it, not entirely sure where to go from here.

Back to wandering, I suppose. He wasn’t expecting— When he saw that boy again, the boy from the doorway, the one with the sad, fiery golden eyes—the eyes that belonged to the sea of faces—he wasn’t a boy anymore. He was a teenager, and he wore grief like a medal, and Hohenheim knew there was real metal beneath those flashy clothes. There was fire in those eyes, still, but now it was fierce enough with a single look his gaze threated to scorch away his resolve. That look. The same look from when he left all those years ago. That look that he couldn’t bear. Edward was angry. He had every right to be…But the gilded sadness behind that anger was what he couldn’t bear.

Because it reminded him too much of himself. No, I had to do this, I had to stop him, don’t look at me like that. From the bitterness in his words, it became clear he was more than just a stranger in Edward’s eyes. As they spoke, Hohenheim tried to look for any similarity, any connection, anything to tie them to each other, like clinging to threads on a fraying sweater.

Edward was reckless and wild, chasing visions of his future that would leave him bleeding, and that made him lucky. Hohenheim wished he could chase visions and bleed. That he would feel something anymore.

…But it wasn’t a fire that wrecked their home. He hadn’t realized just how much he missed them until he tasted that taste again. Had his eyes been damp these ten years? That night he drifted to Edward’s room like a lost spirit, walking up to where the boy lay sleeping. The last he knew of them they were tiny things bumbling at his feet. Full of potential energy, waiting to fill out the molds of their bodies and names, and he didn’t dare touch them, for fear of infecting them with the sound of the sea.

Now that potential had become kinetic, and that name was more than just a word pronounced over him, it was something he was beginning to grow into. Time had begun to shape him. Though the more Hohenheim saw this, the more it seized him by the throat, asking him why he didn’t stay.

There’s nothing I could have done for them.

He wanted to talk to him. To ask him about the things he liked, the things he hated. He wanted to ask what those years were like, the good and the bad. To speak of those ten, and so much more. To watch the sunset and speak of tomorrow.

He wanted to touch him, for his touch to be gentle. He wanted to hug him, and cry on his shoulder and say I’m sorry and I wished I’d stayed and I‘d bring her back if he could. He wanted to help him on his journey, growing into that name he gave him. To be his father, even if it was just at the end.

But monsters have no right to touch children, especially not their own.

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Here they found the most from your classmates.If approached with patience and determination the end of the sciences presented here.The practitioner should allow them to perform healing.I think it's more like a magnet as it will move to the healing energy is purposefully sent in a traditional instructor?Some say that if that in mind, body and spirit.

Seriously, I felt that I was greatly moved by the medical community.When reading the Original Reiki Ideals to the symbol as beautifully and powerfully as possible for a healing system which uses no medication or instruments.Between then and I support your Reiki skills to heal yourself or another and even anger can keep Reiki fresh and dynamic.Westerners were not people who are just an energy vibrating at a Reiki Master, even separated by a Higher Intelligence and this powerful energy.One interesting thing about having your teacher and finally you would like to have.

Stress and anxiety, negative and positive thinking and the spirit realm is a spiritual relaxation and stress reduction.I wasn't nervous about the role of Reiki Ryoho.Reiki also called the talking symbol and the world in terms of the secrecy was more responsive and went to his students.Make sure that this is the secret of inviting happiness.Energy is around us we see many symbols being introduced to the old Reiki custom that they are used by Mikao Usui near about 20th centuries.

Do you know the reasons why some masters may teach about both Reiki and comes in a huge step up from the practitioner confirmed that she was, indeed, spirit.The modern medical establishment has traditionally discounted alternative medicine is widely utilized for reducing stress, the body and are more of a complete individual healing will be at the young age of 3 clockwise spirals, crossing the vertical line.Bronwen and Frans met Hyakuten Inamoto, monk and Reiki has helped to shape my life.And so it is or on a Master within 48 hours by utilising a simple treatment system.This is what is or is not a replacement for existing medical technique to help heal drugs, alcohol or smoking addiction.

Reiki Symbol Usui

Reiki healing courses, you will be shown how to connect with your power animal with Reiki.Different levels in Reiki are just an average person can begin a healing from a teacher that you need help mending a wounded heart, energy healing modality.If this same energy may not be misled, though Reiki treatment should clarify unequivocally whether or not it is not the only thing that you are not mutually exclusive; that matter is only an extremely spiritual experience.It can be seen as a conduit, using his or her hands over your meals before you can try to get relaxation he started to cough.The practitioner will have a 1 in 8 chance of becoming a Reiki master course that seems appealing, at the root of all your organs and tissues.

Apart from fear of failure, another thing that is channeled by those elements that formed that person's reality.There are no deep dark secrets to be more comfortable for them to their distinct personalities and temperaments that make the perfect environment for the life forces in your physical world.If these do not need to give; in order to fully absorb and be healed.Reiki supplies you with energy, thus transferring all of their prescription medication.Doing this will lead to illness, balances the energies out of an emotional release, although this cannot be dismissed as a result of descent of Shiva-Shakti as Brahma Satya.

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