#nothing else cause i'm feelin lazy

[typicalmidnight]

Episodes

Boyfriend!Harrison x Reader

Summary: You have a depressive episode and Haz helps you

A/N: Sooooo I wrote this in headcanon format but basically it’s lazy writing of a blurb in point form so sorry about that and my terrible writing. I just had a depressive episode today and sorta needed to write this. And wow it got long I’m sorry about that it’s 1:30 and I kinda just rambled on and on and oops I’m doing it again okay bye just read.

You and Haz had been dating for a while now

He new a bit about your anxiety and depression but had never really experienced you having a panic attack or depressive episode

You didn’t know how it happened, which of course you never really did when these things would happen, but at one moment you were feeling fine, when you saw something on your instagram feed that made you slightly upset, and there it was

Depression

You weren’t even upset about anything

You really didn’t feel anything at all

Just blank nothing

Lying on your couch unmoving

Of course that was the moment that Haz decided to text you

Haz: Miss you, can I come over love?

You sighed, smiling slightly before feeling blank again

Haz could see that you had read his message and was getting a bit worried

Haz: Love?

Haz: You okay?

Haz: I’m worried I’m coming over

Staring blankly at your phone screen you lifted your arm to text him back even though it felt like it weighed a hundred pounds

Your fingers didn’t seem to have much feeling in them so you could barely reply

Y/N: Mhm

Minutes later you heard a knock on your door but as it was too much work to open it you just groaned as loudly as you could from your place on the couch

“Love?”

You could hear Haz’s voice from outside of the door

The lock clicked open and you let your head fall to the side so you could see your boyfriend walking in the door

“Hey darling, whats wrong?”

You couldn’t move or doing anything more than pout and groan

He came to sit beside you, stroking your hair

“Sweetheart what’s wrong, I’m worried about you. Are you sick, did something happen?”

“Dprsgnsh”

“Huh?”

“Depression” you mumbled, just loud enough for him to hear

“Awwwwww babygirl how can I help?”

“Dunno”

“C’mon pretty girl I’m gonna make you some tea and then you’re gonna get into bed and we’ll have a Harry Potter movie marathon, how’s that sound?”

“Mmm thanks Hazzy”

He got up from the couch and busied himself making you some tea

You weren’t paying much attention but when you next looked up you saw Haz hovering over you with a smile, holding one of his hoodies and a cup of tea

He held out his hand trying to pull you up but you wouldn’t budge

With a sigh he put down your tea and the hoodie, lifting you off the couch

“Here we go love, I’ve got you”

Laying you down on your bed he popped in the first Harry Potter movie and went to grab the hoodie and tea

When he came back he helped you pull the hoodie on and lay you back down on his chest

One arm wrapped around your waist and the other stroking you hair as he pressed soft kisses to your head

“M sorry you’re feeling like this baby”

“Thank you for everything Hazzy, you’re really the best”

#nothing else cause i'm feelin lazy #GOD I BET THIS WAS SHIT #lovely haz osterfield #harrison osterfield

[aunclesquishy]

It's another lazy/feelin bummed for no reason day but at least it's sunny out

I should grocery shopping since like no ones home and also I have no food to rly make for this weeks lunches

I wish I could just take the week off

Ooh but on the bright side I can make some recipes I've always wanted to do but never bothered with

If nothing else I just need to feel busy and not sick to my stomach

Is laziness anxiety a thing cause that might be why I hate lazy weekends now that I think of it, like I wanna do stuff but idk what and I feel too lazy to clean although I do rly want to like, clean my room and shit but I'm wasting the whole weekend

Man if I didn't have that program running I would take a couple days off

#god i hate lazy weekends #its like my body feels physically depressed #yknow what i mean mr krabs? #i do love cooking