#not that i've particularly had to deal with anythting too threatening regarding my health

[noxtivagus]

philo class asking what we imagine our lives 10 years from now 🤯

#🌙.rambles #i said doctor living in another country. n maybe i wld have written a book as well. but now i'm thinking more #10 years i'll be nearly in my 30's #when i imagine my future i see so much studying honestly. so much of my life would revolve around work #research is cool if it's about topics i'm interested in ! i want to contribte to society ! research ! #i want to save lives too. maybeee i cld help out with some surgery #idk part of me wants to give back to the doctors that helped me when i'm younger #not that i've particularly had to deal with anythting too threatening regarding my health #but. i've always managed to envision myself as a doctor in the future #i want to give into the child in me way back before i was a teen that wanted to help others #i want to write stories. find myself and help others find their way too #part of me also wants to be a therapist to help others or a psychologist ! i'm interested in those kind of stuff #n really i just wna help a lot of people #mix my hobbies n passions ! one of my passions does include helping others #i want to use my smarts. for myself and for others #fulfill my dreams while helping and giving to others in a way #develop a video game ! write stories ! pour out my creativity n love for life n give form to remember it #i want to go all over the world n meet all sorts of people. #idk what i really want in regards to people but i do know what direction i want in regards to work #my world has always been a bit lonely but there's so much to learn about the universe. i want to go on an adventure #i don't know about a lot of the specifics n how i'll get there. but i know what i want. and i will work hard to get it. as i am wont to do. #thinking abt it n despite of all the struggles i have #i'll always be proud of how far i come. for every mistake i will improve. i know the kind of person i am and that i love life #so i'll work hard to do better. yeah i got this c: #that said i think i'm gna go back to being more alone again. like last year ! i'm gna be productive n earn the success i wish for #i remember myself again ! so i'll continue to hold unto myself n fly higher. as is my wont as someone who loves myself n life #maybe i don't belong in this world. maybe i'm lonely. idm. i'm intelligent. a dreamer. a writer. a thinker. i'll fly high in my own life #even if my life is gna be mostly lonely ( why did i feel like crying ) yk i'll always have my family. from start to end. especially apollo #there's one thing i want that i dont wna say but. if i do manage to deserve that. then maybe it cld become my wish in reality too #n not just in stories >.> that said tho thank u to philo for making me rmb myself again hehe i'm gna work harder n. yeah c: