#n not like to label ppl but he truly doesn't seem like the shy type

[peanutblowandjobsandwich]

saw smth i did not agree with an injustice being done n at first i was silent for way too long but it cldnt n wldnt leave ne alone so eventually i spoke up n it was scary n im having post anxiety n i feel like i did smth wrong n the other ppl hate me n will judge me negatively but what they did was not nice n not correct so yh who cares if i cry now nothing gets done without a bit of discomfort ahaha

#their was one more seat to the back of the bus #n the guy there is large n sitting to the outside #n one person came in n didn't see it bc u wldnt n there was another free seat #n someone pointed it out to the other person #but it's pretty much me the 3 ppl to the back n the guy actually next to the free seat who knows it's there #n instead of saying smth guy just watched laughed n kept talking #n not like to label ppl but he truly doesn't seem like the shy type #he's talking a lot n loud n to whoever will listen #so like just tht it's not likely anxiety stopped him if tht makes sense #n he also literally laughed at the boy for not realizing so yh #at the first traffic light i told the person in front of me to pass the mssg up to the boy standing #so yay he got the seat #i cldnt shout #trust me i missed my own stop bc the bell wasnt working n i cldnt shout so lolz yh #but i did the right thing #i feel anxious j scared #like what if the others who didnt say anything think negative of me or hate me or smth like tht cri #not in a i care what they think of me way directly but like rumors #but then like they are the 'villains' in the story so #it's not like they can uh bad talk me without saying what they did #which to anyone wld obviously be wrong #ahhh idk whatever i did the thing tht most important #cloud nonsense