#my main focus right now‚ project-wise‚ is the newport project. i've been reworking it again‚ rejigging arc 1 and 3 especially‚ but my main

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what's up subscribers it's like 3:30 so i'm gonna journal a little!

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#gnashes #things are slow and fast at the same time. let me explain: #my new job starts on october 17th (my mum's birthday actually) and this is. a big deal. #for one‚ it's my first job ever! secondly it's sn office job with like. good pay. like great pay in fact given i still live with my parents #and stuff‚ so absolutely COLOSSAL changes are coming... just‚ not yet! #the wait is the hard part‚ because that's when doubt manifests. what if i can't handle it‚ what if i have no free time anymore‚ blah blah #i've been doing my best to quell those feelings though‚ mostly by keeping myself distracted. #that's partly why i've fallen back into yakuza again in a manner that might suggest i have an anvil attached to my ankle! #(also last time i got into yakuza i couldn't properly because... nvm i cba explaining) #my computer is still having complications unfortunately. but the cpu+motherboard are still under warranty‚ so right now i'm just fighting #with amazon to get them replaced. so again it's just! a waiting game unfortunately! #my sleep schedule is completely DESTROYED at the minute. #i really need to get that in check before october #my main focus right now‚ project-wise‚ is the newport project. i've been reworking it again‚ rejigging arc 1 and 3 especially‚ but my main #goal at the moment is a new name actually! i never liked 'the newport project' anyway and it was always intended to be a working title‚ #not to mention‚ now that i'm doing a tnp rewrite (still doing that btw!) it's SO confusing having 2 ongoing projects with the same acronym #i keep clicking into my new prophecy folder instead of my newport project folder on gdrive and vice versa 🙄 #i'd really like to share more about it soon! #it's funny how much of it is fleshed out even though like 90% of the characters don't have designs yet. i guess thst just means i'm more #focused on the writing itself‚ which isn't exactly a bad thing. #but yes! i should. share some stuff #uh if you read this far i'm kissing your hands like you are nobility and i am a lowly peasant boy