#my ma said she bet i'd be promoted within the year when i told her about my job bc she was in all her jobs around my age

[justinefrischmanngf]

i'm so tired and this assignment is going to be shit and i was not good at work today and i just want to go to sleep but i've literally got to do this assignment tonight

#it'll be over in 3 hours bc that is how long i have to submit it #and then things should feel better #i was not where i want to be at work today though which is not good because they've just put massive amounts of trust in me giving me #the shifts that i have been given and i really cannot fuck it up or else they're going to be severely fucked #so basically this week i need to be the world's best tutor #or at least be on top of my fucking game #and i know i 100% can be i just need to revise some fucking maths and i should be fine #english wasn't too bad today i feel like things were pretty smooth in that department but teaching year 9 maths? fucked up #anyway i got shown how to do something today and then my manager said to my other manager 'nessa now knows how to [thing]' #and my boss has just sent me a message confirming times i worked + thanking me so like . i'm not doing bad . #BUT. truly if i do fuck up with these shifts i've fucked them because i am working every day we're open #my ma said she bet i'd be promoted within the year when i told her about my job bc she was in all her jobs around my age #and i don't think i'll be like . officially promoted or anything . but i have been given the most hours of anyone who isn't a manager there #so . that's something .