#my hormones are all out of whack and it's wrecking havoc on my body on so many levels

[valkerymillenia]

So I went to the doctor today and got pretty bad news but at least it explains why it's been so hard to focus and write lately with all the brain fog... Either way I'm now even more heavily medicated but I'm still being monitored, hopefully things will get better.

Still really really stressed about financial issues though and it's not helping my anxiety or my overall health.

I was supposed to start working part-time again next week but they haven't called me in yet so I'm starting to get worried. And we're having issues with piled up house debt that we can't keep putting off. And my bank account is literally negative and I have no commissions or orders. Plus some other serious problems weighing on my mind.

#rach rambles #basically my thyroid is fucked #medication didn't help and it got worse #my hormones are all out of whack and it's wrecking havoc on my body on so many levels #so now I'm on heavier meds and being monitored #mind you i might not be able to afford these meds for long #but I'm trying #the brain fog and lack of focus is killing me though #and the fatigue #i could handle all the other fucking symptoms wrecking me but those are the worst #sorry I'm just venting #please ignore me #“reminder that I'm still taking orders and commissions and ko-fis are always appreciated”