#my friend told me i'll find better and that its his loss. per fucking haps.

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found out my crush doesn't find black girls attractive today so how's everyone else's halloween 🥲

#my school had a little fall event so me n my classmates have been all over the place #n in my 2nd to last class we literally just sat in a circle talking #anyways the topic of crushes came up and when i told them who i had a crush #my ex friend was like 'i remember the groupchat in freshman year when someone asked him 'do you like black #girls' and he said 'no sorry' and another girl was like 'OH YEAH i remember that'.. #so 😃 #and the thing is my ex friend is trustworthy. she was a lot of things during our friendship but a liar wasn't one of them.. #the other girl too. these girls DONT LIE..... #so i cried. twice. not even like i had a chance with him but that's not the kind of 'preference' you can CHANGE in someone 🥲 #my friend told me i'll find better and that its his loss. per fucking haps. #idek what to do rn. im in the gym rn and he's here too. i cant even look at him the same. i liked him. i like him. i hate him.... #FUCK boys im gonna trick or treating with my friends later and have a ball. ntm on him. #🧁.txt #vent ish