#my colleague's ''I'm retiring!'' was apparently a farce and she is not retiring so i have been highly anxious abt life decisions

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#my colleague's ''I'm retiring!'' was apparently a farce and she is not retiring so i have been highly anxious abt life decisions #and made creative solutions and invested a great deal of time into figuring out how to manage a full time workload #around study and being able to exist #and planned v well and spent all my spoons on making sure i was being honest and fair to myself in my plans #.................................. for nothing #i have just been anxious all week for no reason #love that for me #(screaming) #tbd #negative cw #she let me know in a Text message that she is not quitting after all bc she 'changed her mind'