#my colleague told me i was smooth and i am very glad bc i sure didn't feel smooth lol

[yourlocaldisneyvillain]

so i just met an idol of mine from my field (when i was doing a part time job at a place she was working on a project there) and she also teaches at my university and. we fucking talked and i can come to her class and i think i actually giggled. jahduwhdhwdhhshdshsvhsuweu i'm in love

#personal #i never really get violent reactions if i think someone's hot (she is lol) #like i met gwendoline christie and was completely normal #but when it's a work crush? #oh i GIGGLE i'm like hihihi i admire your work uwu and i feel really hot in the cheeks #i think i managed to behave like. not like a complete lunatic so that's good lol #my colleague told me i was smooth and i am very glad bc i sure didn't feel smooth lol #he said the giggle seemed charming and friendly and not out of character bc i am a very smiley person when my work persona is on haha #so i'm glad bc that was just me literally simping lol