#my bf probably sounds mean in this scenario but he is the loveliest guy i've ever been with he loves me and cares about me so much

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bf is trying to convince me i could have ocd / bipolar disorder n i tell him i should probably avoid even thinking about diagnoses because i still have a hard time believing i'm autistic (despite being diagnosed) because my parents drilled into my head for as long as i've had consciousness that i do not have any sort of illness or disorder. he then says something like "yeah i can tell" and i'm like WHAAAAT !!!!!!! and he goes on to say how my parents raising me like that affects literally every facet of my life to this day because i am constantly second guessing myself and always assume that i'm wrong. and i'm like fuck.

#my bf probably sounds mean in this scenario but he is the loveliest guy i've ever been with he loves me and cares about me so much #and i really appreciate having such a safe and secure and healthy relationship that we are able to talk about these kinds of things #i literally love him so much GOD !!!