#most emotionally unavailable guy ever feels love and affection and doesn't know what to do with it

[spocks-kaathyra]

born to cuddle everyone I love all the time forced to live in a society where casual platonic affection is socially unacceptable and be too scared to challenge that notion

#born to show affection forced to grow up so isolated and closed off that it's terrifyingly unfamiliar to me to do so #most emotionally unavailable guy ever feels love and affection and doesn't know what to do with it #guy who can't say the word love and can't reach out to touch someone and can't express the desire to spend time w someone #how did I end up like this I literally had a normal childhood. my parents loved me adequately. why am I like this #narcissus's echoes