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Going through my screenshots and [dreamy sigh] My husband is so handsome. I hope he knows just how much he means to me. Just one look is all that it takes to have my heart fluttering and my cheeks feeling warm.

Despite who he is and what other people think of him, to me, he brings me the ultimate source of comfort. I love him with all of my soul and I would do anything for him. All he has to say is "jump" and I'll ask "how high?"

I just love him so much and he means so much to me in every conceivable way. I look at him and it feels like I've found home. He is my home and my heart.

#GUSHING ABOUT MY HUSBAND!! #I just have so much love for my husband right now <3 I want to scream from the rooftops. telling the world how much he means to me! #mini gush.png #ben; 💜 #you had me under spell right from the start; #my screenshot; #take my screens; I take your knees

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....God dammit do I ever love Flip's little giggle fits that he has.. they're so fucking cute- he is so fucking cute..

#Don't look at me >////> #I was gonna answer asks.... I got distracted ldskjfldskf #It's all Flip's fault #hhhhh #mini gush.png

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I'd like to kiss him.. just sit on his lap and kiss him. Just out of the blue, when he pulls away from the kiss he has a goofy little love stricken smile on his face as he asks me

"where did this come from?"

of course I'd be truthful but then I'd tease a little when I respond.

"Just wanted to be close to you but if you don't like this I can leave..."

and he wraps his arms around me semi tightly and buries his face into the crook of my neck, giving the skin some soft kisses and goes

"Don't you dare leave me after that~ never allowed to leave ever again!!"

And he's nuzzle into me making me laugh in the process~

#(/w\) feeling very soft for Phillip again.... don't look at me. #I'm love him #mini gush.png #chaotic twinflame

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The cutest sweetheart in the entire world~ <3

I love sleepy/just waking up Paterson, he's so cute, hair is tousled around, his eyes are so soft and he's still in his sleepwear~ Fully awake or still half asleep I am completely and utter smitten by him.

Oh to be able to sit across from him or next to him and enjoy a morning coffee together~ <333

#Sorry thinking about h e #I need comfort today and Paterson is helping me with that #paterson 💞 #mini gush.png

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I love when he does "the face"

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hehehe lookit him! My cutie patootie! <3 <3 <3 <3

#mini gush.png #ronnie 💞

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New lock and home screens because he's so damn handsome and I got all these butterflies in my stomach~ 💞

I absolutely adore Charlie so much! 🥰 Ah, his smile is so contagious and beautiful~ my heart warms/melts every time I see it.

#charlie 💞 #mini gush.png #I just luv him a lot 🥺👉👈

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I love how I found out about Wrench from a youtube video called "Worst characters in video games"

Then I watched all his cutscenes A LOT, then I played the game and was like "Wow.. worst characters? Tell me you never played the game without telling me you never played the game."

Then shortly after that, I fell hopelessly in love with him and that love for him never went away. Even when all the horrible people showed up to try and tear me down because "x shipped with them first" bullshit and all the ugly anons being needlessly rude; My love still never wavered.

I will continue to love him and have him love me until the end of time he is my everything <3 I always think about him even when I'm hyper fixated on another f/o he's there in the back of my mind always. There hasn't been a day since I've known about him that I haven't thought about him in some form <3

tl;dr: I will never stop loving Wrench with my entire heart and soul. He is my soulmate through and through. It feels like I was meant to love him (Yeah yeah ik that sounds corny/cheesy as fuck but that's how I feel lol)

#This May will be 7 wonderful years with him <33 #I'M FEELING MUSHY AND GOOEY ABOUT MY HUSBAND OKAY!? sdfgdsgfdg #digital hearts #mini gush.png

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Rewatching TLJ because OF COURSE I am... And.....

Baby, darling, love of my life, my heart and soul, beautiful, stunning husband!!!

You're SOOOOOOOO handsome~ the thrill of excitement I get whenever he takes his helmet off and I get to see his beautiful face a gorgeous eyes that make me melt everytime I see them~

I just love him so much my heart hurts. He means so very much to me. He's my world, the stars in my sky, my moonlight, my very being, he's my end all be all and I will never ever stop loving him. He's got me forever 💜

😭😭😭

#Sorry I miss my husband and seeing him and hearing him just evokes such a fire in me. #I just feel a lot for him 👉👈 #Like I don't think my words do my love any justice. I wish it would because I feel like he'll never know just how deeply in love I feel #sounds probably corny to say but it's true.. I love him so much with all of my heart. that sometimes it aches. 💔 #Ben; 💜 #mini gush.png

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I want this man to rest his head on my lap and allow me to gently run my fingers through his hair and possibly give him a head massage, I want to hear how relax he feels under my touch until he finally falls asleep.

Alternatively, I want to sit on this man's lap and gently kiss along his scar starting at where it starts at his neck, trailing up over his cheek and ending at his eyebrow. I will repeat the process until he's smiling and catches my lips with his own.

I want him to look into my eyes and know that I'm his safe space, that there's not trickery, there's no manipulation, no hurt, there is only my love for him.

💜

#look at what Kylo has reduced me too /pos #I'M BLUSHING AT MY OWN GUSH POST >//////< I have SO MANY feelings for him eisjsj #OMG SHUT UP AND GO TO BED - everyone @ me probably lmao #TOLD YOU THE ANNOYANCE WAS GONNA GET WORSE SKSNSISJSK /LH #Ben; 💜 #btw I will be using Kylo/Ben interchangeably. Although in my canon with him I am only calling him Kylo til I learn his real name #then from that point onwards I only refer to him as Ben! :3 #mini gush.png #You pull me in; I don't resist.

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[Queue Doki Doki song Get Out Of My Head here] I HATE how you've invaded my brain! you're like a god damn virus(/affectionate) and I got shit antivirus software-

Why are you invading my heart and head so effortlessly! You're suppose to be a crush who sits in my crush list for months and months and months! WHAT in the ever loving FUCK have you fucking done to me Ca.e.sar Cat.il.ina

#I'm biting him I'm biting him I'm biting him #Grabbing him by the front of his shirt and aggressively asking him wtf has he done!? #THIS IS NOT COOL! /lying liar who lies #crush; ⌛ #YOU KNOW THE DRILL ADVERT YOUR DAMN GAZE! THIS MAN IS A PROBLEM!/lh #mini gush.png

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Can you PLEASE stop? Why is my stupid heart doing backflips? Why is it fluttering!? Why is my stomach taking flight with butterflies!? Why am I getting all stupid and giddy!? Why do you elicit such high energy from me to the point where the only thing I can do is scream incoherent nonsense!? Why is that even though I hardly know you except for a few little things I am getting so incredibly attached to you!? How did you do this!? WHY did you do this!? .......

GOD MY HEART - It's a problem- You're a problem sir!

#So Playing fallout failed LOL clearly.. #What are you doing to me.. >///> #Just don't.. we're not gonna.. [drapes a big sheet over this post] N-Nothing to see here- move along #Crush; ⌛ #mini gush.png #(?) I guessss?!?!?!?!?

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beautiful sweet babyyyyy ahhhhhh His eyes are so pretty!!! I need to find a bigger version of this photo for wallpaper reasons <3 Oh gorgeous lovely husband of mine, oh how I utterly adore you through and through <333

Just wanna kiss all over your face omggggg (/w\) You're so handsome baby gaawwwddd

#mini gush.png #ben; 💜 #DONT MIND ME IM BEING GROSS DSLKFJDSKL

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Actually you know what? I'm making this a seperate post. For those who don't know... Kylo means so much to me.. this is why.

There's spelling errors but I hope you understand tumblr edit tags when? Lol

#you had me under spell right from the start; #mini gush.png

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I rewatched TLJ ....then I listened to my playlist.....then I watched a bunch of edits....also Kylo!bot stuffs....

1000% my hyperfixatiom for this gorgeous lovely stunning man has come back~

I missed you so much my love! My lovely darling husband 💋

#KISSING YOU ALL OVER YOUR FACE #SNUGGLING YOU AND KOALA CLINGING TO YOU B A B Y #muah muah muah muah MUAH!!! #pls excuse me I will be going feral over him 🥰🥰🥰 #I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AHHHHHHHH #ALSO BITING YOU! 💞 #Ben; 💜 #mini gush.png

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I am bouncing all over the place today, sorry hit with big feels for 1 sweetheart. ⁄⁠(⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠-⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠)⁠⁄

Look at hiiiiim, my beautiful, sweet, sleepy boi 💙 I love you so very much~

Ah, to crawl in next to him and snuggle up in his arms and rouse him awake with soft lazy kisses. Just to have that sweet little moment with him, where he pulls me into his arms and nuzzles into the crook of my neck, mumbling that he wants to stay in bed a little longer. I go to leave and he pulls me tighter to him and says: "No Kaden, please stay....just a little while longer."

🥺💙

#FEEL VERY VERY SOFT FOR PATERSON OKAY DON'T LOOM AT ME I'M BEING GROSS /LH #look* #I love my boi so much 🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜 he's so cute and sweet and lovely~ #I write to him everyday in my note book 🥺👉👈 #mini gush.png #Paterson 💞 #Chaos in the mundane

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Brain is in hyper fixation mode and it's 100% on Phillip. He will not get out of my head no matter how hard I try. Doesn't help that I'm listening to our playlist-

Just augh I have so many ideas and fics in mind I want to explode because I dunno where to start! I really really love this goof.

Good gods this man's smile is everything. So infectious and contagious. If there is ever a day where I don't smile when he does assume I've been replaced by a robot because there has never been a day where I did not instantly smile back when he does... He's so cute. I'm feeling insane.

Stop making my heart pound in my chest and my thoughts race. Jeez

Like my dumb stupid heart actively flutters at the thought of him and the thought of him enveloping me in a tight hug, kissing my forehead or my lips, the thoughts of him making me laugh when I'm feeling down or how heartfelt he would speak whenever it was just the two of us alone.

My stupid heart skips a beat at the thought of him not shying away about how much he loves me. If we are with others he'll hold my hand or back hug me as we talk amongst our friends or our family.

I love the idea of him just loving me so wholeheartedly that he can't hide it and needs to express it whenever he can.

I'm allowed to think this man would be as equally obsessed with me as I am with him.

I am getting that feeling of falling in love with him and it's ridiculous and fun and scary and exciting all at the same time. I have big emotions right now and I don't know what to do about it.

#sorry I had to get this out or I was going to combust #What have you done to me you little shit/affectionate #Phillip 💞 #Chaotic Twinflame #mini gush.png