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#meanwhile I'm just lying in my bed crying and throwing a pity party for myself
binnie
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3 months
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I feel so alone
#i feel empty and barren and desolate and lonely
#so lonely
#I am isolated and deserted and I have only myself to blame
#always pushing people away
#my best friend (my only true friend) is slowly walking away from me and it's my own fault
#she's the only person I can and want to talk to and she's the only one in my life who even TRIES to understand me
#even when I don't understand myself
#she's the person in the world that knows me the best but even she doesn't know the true me
#if she did she'd hate me. she'd despise me
#I am chidish and egotistical and mean and jealous and selfish
#I know this is most likely the mean voice in my mind talking but I just know she's gonna leave me very soon
#it has been a long time coming
#she's going through a very hard time herself
#so it's just not fair for me to be so dependent on her for my well-being whe she's struggling so much
#I've been very selfish
#relying on her so much while she's dealing with her own pain
#I'm a burden at this point
#everyone is growing and moving forward and i'm just stuck in the same place unable to move
#I'm a nuisance and a failure and she's bound to move on and leave me behind
#meanwhile I'm just lying in my bed crying and throwing a pity party for myself
#I'm afraid she's only sticking by me because she feels obligated to or because she's just used to having me around
#or because she pitties me
#I guess i'm just... mourning a friendship I don't think I can salvage anymore
#soon i'll have no one
#it hurts
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