#maybe i'll polish up some old wips and post them soon...

[dolotonglo]

while i think we all knew that this day was coming, i still chose, for seven years, not to give up hope. i put my faith in mappa and the yuri on ice team and while i'm not surprised by the cancellation, i'm still so dissapointed.

listen, i understand. there were a lot of factors that made production and release hard. it wasn't meant to be. i get it. but it still hurts. i still think we deserved clearer communication on this.

yuri on ice was a major part of my life for so long. that show opened my eyes to healthy queer relationships and made me realize that i was queer myself. watching the episodes as they came out and debriefing them with my friends was the highlight of my week. i have consumed fanworks from incredibly, astoundingly talented artists. i have created fanworks. i have talked to and connected with so many amazing people, all because of this show.

yuri on ice got me through the darkest points of my life. when shit hit the fan, i'd curl up in bed, wrapped in my blanket from hot topic, and loop the soundtrack to ground myself. yuri on ice has been there for every major turning point in my life, and comforted me through it.

although more recently i haven't been as involved in the fandom, it's still so, so dear to me. i'm sitting here, writing this, surrounded by yoi merch i've collected over the years. keychains, plushues, stickers. i'm blowing my nose with tissues from my makkachin tissue holder.

...it's just so surreal that the movie has finally been put to rest. but i'm happy to have known and loved this fandom, and i will carry these memories with me, always.

#this is my yoi heritage post #i owe these boys everything honestly #i was going through my docs recently and i have a mountain of yoi fics that never went anywhere haha #maybe i'll polish up some old wips and post them soon... #we'll see #also mutuals SORRY FOR THE YOI SPAM HAHA #ill b back 2 my regular ace attorney yapping soon ❤️ #just needed a minute to grieve #yoi #yuri on ice #yuri!!! on ice #ice adolescence #iceado #mappa #mannn fuck yall fr this #we deserved this news at least 4 yrs ago