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#matthias waits on theo a lot because theo doesn't respond quickly and he lets the phone ring and ring before picking up...
mattodore
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#river dipping
#playlist
#theodore core
#echthroi
#oc extras
#i've had a really bad day today so obviously my go-to solution for this is to read through theo's questionnaires again
#impossible for me to read them w/o crying esp when i get to this question while listening to his playlist...
#god... he means the world to me
#''the only exception is when he's hurt'' i think i should edit this part to clarify that it has to be..... god. really bad. like horrific.
#before he actually goes to matthias outright. most of the time when he's hurt or upset or sick he's not... direct.
#instead he seeks matthias out in his head. comforts himself w/ the smell of matthias on his clothes... things he's left in the apartment...
#but matthias is always reaching out and trying to check in... and when theo texts back quickly that's when matthias will get this... sense.
#and he'll come to theo with his arms open and then theo is breaking down into them. ugh...............
#matthias waits on theo a lot because theo doesn't respond quickly and he lets the phone ring and ring before picking up...
#theo is just so busy and he has so much going on yk... and matthias has all that free time...... so.
#theo getting back to matthias quickly is normally a sign he's not okay....................................... ugh.
#i have this like... image in my head of theo on campus just barely holding it together
#and then the lecture he's in ends and he stone faces it and walks out... jitters through his hands that he's struggling to hide...
#and he's just made it out to the trees when his phone vibrates with a text from matthias
#and he grips his phone tighter in his fist and doesn't read it until he gets somewhere more private
#and when he checks the message he sends a clipped text in response. maybe only one or two words. something vague.
#and that's all it takes for matthias to press call. the only sign he needed.
#and at that first ring theo's already dropping to squat down with his chin nearly touching his knees. his bag slipping from his shoulder.
#he stares for a beat or two. can't hit answer right away. never can really. and he doesn't even say anything when he picks up.
#just. listens to matthias breathe. for a moment they're both quiet. and theo can hear the sound of matthias moving around on the other end
#and then matthias uses that gossamer soft tone he takes with him whenever theo's been awake for too long or. god. when theo's been crying.
#a simple ''darling...'' and it all just falls apart. and then theo's there crying on campus hiding his face in his knees while matthias
#talks all gentle in his ear. talks him through the shakes and the stress... already out the door to go to him... jesus.
#god... just... yeah. yeah......
#lays down..................... dies. mattodore...................
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