#like. like it's really so serious. it is So serious its that serious. to me.r

[alisaint]

fic is so crazy. someone can write something beautiful and post it online and completely change your life and then never post again and it's like. how is that legal how is that allowed i feel like i have to write you a handwritten letter declaring my love for you how are you going to change the trajectory of my life and then go on without knowing . come back here and take my beating heart goddamn you you MADE me

#like. like it's really so serious. it is So serious its that serious. to me.r #2/3 of my favorite fic writers havent uploaded in years i still reread their works not only did they make me realize #things about myself and my life but they influenced my writing and overhauled it they transformed my perspective on #certain things like BITCH I LOVE YOU!!!! YOU CHANGED ME!!! I HOPE YOU LIVE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE KNOWING THAT YOU #DID THAT THAT WHAT YOU DID MATTERED THAT IT MEANT SOMETHING AND IT MADE A DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #falls to my knees oh ao3 we're really in it nowwwwwwwww #this is inspired by someone making a comment on my writing bc the thing theyre commenting on is a direct result of being #changed by said fic writer. like i would not have produced that were it not for the effect that writer had on me. #bro we really live in a society......... they were not playing 😞