#like if i ever did become a parent it'd be via adoption but just. the concept of me having a future is really dawning on me in this moment

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i can’t even like ?? function right now i am just full of thoughts and many of them are gay

#live blogging vague thoughts hours are now #just watched a video of a pair of lesbians that finally had their baby and its so SMALL and im so so happy for them #but then i got hit with the realization that i could be a parent too!! #like if i ever did become a parent it'd be via adoption but just. the concept of me having a future is really dawning on me in this moment #and its all hitting really hard #im not crying yet but im on the verge of tears hello