#like i hate the pity party I'm throwing but i honestly can't see a path forward that gets me a fraction of a decent life. like 26 is too old

[princesscedar]

#the fact that i legitimately wanted to go to culinary school and open an allergy safe/nut free bakery when i graduated in 2015 #but legit can't figure out WHY i didn't do it is so frustrating. i have gaps in my memory and it's nearly 10yrs later and #I've done....nothing. #and dad showed me someone else doing that exact thing a few days ago. #like honestly........what is the point #sentext #like i hate the pity party I'm throwing but i honestly can't see a path forward that gets me a fraction of a decent life. like 26 is too old #ppl aren't gonna give me the benefit of the doubt anymore im too old for this #when i can't even get a shit call center job i really see nothing for me #except. fast food. lmao.