#like i guess i've always been scared of intimacy/being vulnerale and i just. got lucky to get in relationships with ppl i trusted a lot

[90sbee]

may i finally have a year where i stop being scared of intimacy in all levels :3 please this is getting ridiculous i am gonna turn 27 this year and i was NOT this way before.... embarrassing...

#like ofc being vulnerable is scary but damn bitch u cant live like this. be cringey and sad and embarrassing it is okay™... #it is healthy it is part of life... #like i guess i've always been scared of intimacy/being vulnerale and i just. got lucky to get in relationships with ppl i trusted a lot #and like i was 100% okay with all types of intimacy with them but like since my last relationship #i have been so unable to connect with someone romanticslly cos i aM so SCARED AND JDJDJDD ENOUGH #like yeah yeah u gonna say u have feelings and she gonna say she just sees u as a friend like yeah yeah move on #or like yeah yeah u gonna say u have feelings and she will have feelings too but u wont be compatible #or she will live too far away #or it wont last #and like thats fine like yeah yeah thsts part of life. we've all seen it. #jsdudkdkd #anyway i guess the vulnerabiliy thing applies to like all.aspecgs of my life but it bothers me the most relationship wise #bc i really would like to settle down and love someone and like. i dont see thst happening any time soon #or any time tbh jdkdd #JDKDJD THIS DRAFT IS FROM THREE DAYS AGO BYE #boludeces y reclamos mios(?