#like for context: my favorite baseball player didn't retire until he was THIRTY NINE

[captnpunk]

me: i am sad about worlds '24, i'm gonna focus on baseball & come back to this in a few months

shoma: u fool. here's a sledgehammer to the emotional solar plexus.

me: [agonized howl]

#announcing you're retiring right after i sat through a 6 hour double header my GOD #[through tears] i thought i had so many more seasons with you! you're only TWENTY FUCKING SIX!!!!!!! I HATE FIGURE SKATINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG #awful awful awful #.txt #[puts on some go-to crying tracks and starts hardcore lamenting] #fuck. #the volume of posts you will see over the coming days is a lot but i gotta fucking scream somewhere #fuck!! he was my favorite from the first moment i saw him skate and he's been my favorite every moment since #FUCK. fuck. god. fuck. fuck. fuck. #i was looking forward to next season. i always look forward to seeing him skate. FUCK. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. god. fuck. #like for context: my favorite baseball player didn't retire until he was THIRTY NINE #i'm used to having more TIME!!