#kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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real talk if u reblog/comment on any of my (or really anyone's) ship posts/art with things like 'its cute but I ship [x different ship]' or 'it's not [x] but the art is still good' or 'this but [x]', disrespectfully why the fuck are u even here interacting with it? go back to x if ur so scared of being unloyal to ur ship and only are capable of leaving backhanded comments

#but for real ur getting blocked lolz- #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts #<- this was at some point a personal rambling tag that I def did not forget abt until now

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(also real talk cuz ive been getting more bongostraydogs followers,, id appreciate it if u do not follow / unfollow / block me if u call urself/identify as a pr0shipper or ship things like 0dazai or fvkuran. obvs I can't (and entirely don't care to) 'police' what people post/like but I can control my own experience here so f u do follow or even interact w my posts and I notice it ur just gonna be blocked. these just personally make me very uncomfortable cuz of trauma so this is less of a request and more just an explanation why u may suddenly blocked after interacting ough-)

#I mean it is a request to those who go above and beyond to respect others boundaries but this is Tumblr the mental illness site after all - #KJHFKJHF obviously don't expect others to go out of their way for my own limits but that won't stop me from setting them and blocking those #-who's content makes me uncomfortable even if not malicious cuz I am silly and just wonna to enjoy my time here lol #and if u don't like/disagree with these boundaries feel free to unfollow/block too - even if we're close mutuals #(also if ur a mutual who is these things- aaaa I am politely requesting to be soft blocked/blocked entirely-even if we're close im sorry</3 #curate ur own space kings- but that also includes me setting my own boundaries #obvs im not gonna harass or witch-hunt ppl who do these (thatd be gross behavior on my end) but I can and will block them for my own comfor #this is my blog and I get to make the rules here KJFHFKJH- #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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I made my bed at like 10 pm in an attempt to try and go to sleep at a reasonable time tonight but somehow it’s now 2 am and I’m out lying on my trampoline looking up at the stars while listening to my favorite album instead- life do be like that sometimes huh

#the skies so clear rn u can see everything #the stars the constellations the airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars- #some of the galaxy texture too and just man :) #and my Favorite Album is one of those which is kinda sad and just #very feeling driven- always cathargic to listen to and just Man #been going thru things lately But this is genuinely so lovely #life is beautiful I wanna be a star ⭐️ #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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finished all my commissioned art and my sister got me a sword and air dry clay as thanks for me helping her with her math hw all year- gay people stay winning :flex:

#its me im gay people #its a fake Sword but the thought is still there and still funny to me #I also am regularly gifted croutons by my friends and family #they know me so well <3 #DKJHDKH #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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hear me out- nitw bsd au - Dazai is Mae , Kunikida Bea, and Ranpo + Poe as Gregg and Angus (respectively) (Oda would be Casey,,, )

is this just me looking for an excuse to draw them in the NITW style? perhaps....

#its one of my favorite video gamesever #The Game Ever infact #yyyy #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts #Listen #I had to draw feet earlier ok </3 #let me think abt this PLS

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it is 5 am and still gotta draw like?? 15 more cats in yoga positions for this final- college is a lie :')

#I also drew kun/kida in beast position just bc it's the funniest fucking thing ever- #censoring his name bc it does not need to show up in tags DKJHFKJF #10k likes and ill post it /jk #BUT every fucking time we had to do beast pose I'd always laugh I can't take that word seriously #y'all know that one cursed animation video that is justy #“IIIIIIIIIIII - am the beast that [verbs] the [object]” LMAO #the word beast is now permanently ruined bc of that #yoga instructor would be like: “now from table top lift ur heels...now its beast :)” AND I WOULD DIE EVRYT IME #it's not even funny I am just that mature :flex: #the pose itself is Not Even that silly just the way just v subtly go to it from table top is hilarious #makes me feel like I need to start sprinting around on all fours and hunt a deer or something #GUYS I AM GOINGS BONKERS IN THE YONKERS #It's been 3 (three) days and I have YET to finish that one Kuni drawing pls :headinhands: #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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I have a cs midterm I have Not Studied enough for in two hours and I had to wake up early to buy a Calculator for it that was like 25 dollars bc my calculator Is Too Complex for the final and needs to be nerfed </3

(but I also bought a new pretty green sketchbook and Got Another shark to track for free so it evens out in the end)

But After that's done I am gonna be drawing so much- I have so many wips that I'm this close to finishing -

#if im gonna fail this midterm anyway bc I am the worst test taker (u want me to sit still and work on One Thing for two hours? good luck ) #should I even bother studying? hmmm- /j #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts #everyone be like 'get a graphing calculator- they're so helpful' and then No Course I've been in has let me use it </3 #scientific or nothing ig #anyway my sketchbook reminds of knkd's notebook which is one reason it caught my eye #im silly like that #earlier this year I got one that had peacocks on it bc it reminds me of kaeya LMAO #ig this green is also a kidu colored one too #love that for me

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:dancing: changed up my discord profile bc I've had it on-and-off as merlin for like,, almost a year now and need some Adventure in my life and mmmm :) happy !

#my latest thing has been just saying the emotion im feeling and its so efficient- just happy :) #look at em #the blorbos from my show #I still love merlon so so much (he's my entire carrd) but I need to spice up my discord experience- #I've used that merlon icon for Over a year now (it's been some characters on and off like kidu for pride month but still DKJHD) #speaking of kidu I need to change my Tumblr layout it is getting old too DKJHD #(also #new face is so Dazai's entrance exam from knkd's perspective coded prove me wrong-) #I wonna edit the -stage play? to it but am too lazy maybe this weekend #"From someone so close #That whole lil bit and then ofc the line that is in my status #AOUGH could write essays abt how it fits #but I want #MAYBAPS I WILL DRAW SOMETHING #but I have so many drawing requests/wips im doing of her specifically DKHDKDJ- #whoops idkdkhs sk shrug idk mmmm #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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It’s nearly 5 am and I still haven’t gone to sleep but i was feeling kinda sad so I went and sponsored a shark to track its journey around the ocean and now I’m feeling great LMAO- just normal girl behaviors u know-

#kite's unfiltered brainthoughts #problem solved sadness gone #whoever said money can’t buy happiness has never bought a shark /hj #I love sharks man #they’re one of my favorite animals #I have such a fucked up variery of favorite animals #it’s is so silly just dogs sharks oppossums cows ravens sea otters LMAO #what’s the pattern? none there is absolutely no pattern #animals that I find cute :) #was this the best decision financially as a broke college student getting in only like #6 hours of work a week? #absolutely not #but I may be be crazy but I’m fucking free #that’s what rlly matters

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Hey knkdz nation - is there a kunikidazai fanart/comic/fic/text post even maybaps based on when Dazai first joined the ADA and pretended he didn’t know rlly how to remove the safety of a gun where Kunikida’s just like “oh yea- dw I’ll teach u” and it’s normal until Dazai messes up how he’s holding the gun and so Kunikida goes behind Dazai and like,, holds his hands to guide them to correct him and dazai has a oh shit oh fuck wait - lowkey lil flustered moment or did I fucking make this up again </3

Legitimately Cannot remember if I saw something like this and forgot abt it, if I saw something v similar but it was actually for a different fandom, or if this is actually anoriginal thought for once

#this may be based on a fate fanart I saw actually LMAO #wait im pretty sure this was a fate thing ough guys help- #pls guys I just wanna know #if this is an original idea u can bet ur sweet ass I’m drawing it- if it’s not than I do not wonna steal someone’s concept #(if it is feel free to steal it or any of my other ideas I think so much but hardly ever use em feel free to snatch any of my rambles LOL) #again I am so good at absorbing content but not retaining it and I fear one day I’ll accidentally steal something bc of that aaaa #kite watches bsd #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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Kunikida was definitely onto something when he dropped outta college hmmmm

#JKJK UNLESS- #ALSO #IF SOMEONE HAS MADE A SHITPOST LIKE THIS BEFORE AND I AM COPYING IT IM SO SORRY MY BRAIN IS EMPTY #I see so much each day and absorb none of it - it’s the undiagnosed ADHD me thinks #LISTEN- ALL IM SAYING IS THATOPTIONS LOOKING ORETTY GOOD RN #cuz like…I can hear birds chirping outside and I haven’t slept yet sorry #school is Not For Me but we’re pushing through it </3 #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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Normal boy behavior is debating whether or not to share a song u HEAVILY associate with a certain ship bc u love it- but it’s also,,,, v angsty and just kinda straight depressing and ppl may be better off Not Knowing it- and man, I am the most normal boy of them all-

#yes this is abt knkdz pffft but like- a dreadfully realistic version of them whefe it probably wouldn’t work #bc they’re two seperate levels of fucked up #ships aside it honestly could just be a Kunikida song actually but there’s some parts that make my brain go #mmmmmmmm that’s any dz LMAO #ANYWAY #if I’ve talked abt a ship or a character More than once on this blog it’s very likely I have a Spotify playlist for them #that may or may not be accurate due to my strange music taste #45% of which revolves around ccs stuff and stuff I got reccomended by the swag house #and the rest being songs I’ve seen in tiktok edits and warrior cat animations #COUGH #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts

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Finally made myself a Carrd (half bc I feel left out bc everyone else has cool ones and half just to see if I could LMAO) and all of all things it's merlin themed -

I planned on making it themed to characters I've been more recently Brainrotting over but put in a place holder merlin icon just while I was setting things up and then?? I grew attached and planned the whole theme around him smh this is what he would have wanted I walked right into it huh </3

#he is one of those characters that is ur favorite but you would beat in a heartbeat #what I would give to wack him over the head with his fancy wizard staff LMAO #jkjk #HE HAS SO MUCH ART #LIke??? #I found official art of him I've never seen before and just mmmmm Merlin :) #he is one of my favorite fate characters and OUgh ;; adore- #he's so silly and fancy and just - #Man #Gender tbh #he's so pretty - smooching him platonically #it was fun and yea </3 I paid for premium bc I was sick of where the [made with carrd] logo was showing- IT'S ONLY EIGHT DOLLARS FOR A YEAR #THATS A STEAL- #all I gotta do is Not Drink Coffee for like two days and I've made it back - #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts #I made it like I code which is #not Doing it right but making it work #couldn't figure out the margins so for extra padding I just added empty text boxes but u need some text in the box so I just put in bolded #spaces and it worked DKJHDKJH #kite plays fgo

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I- hmm...

was looking at FGO artists on twitter bc I wanted to find a Certain Tristan illustration and I landed on Pako's page which- cool yea, I love pako and their art but ??? HELLO??

THOMAS??? WHAT ARE U DOING HERE LMAOOO

this is like seeing ur teacher in the grocery store- I never see zexal content in the wild Nonetheless from someone I follow because of Fate :')

is this?? does Pako do more regular ygo stuff and I've missed this or is this just some funky coincidence KDJHKDJH

#kite's unfiltered brainthoughts #SORRY GUYS #I got excited </3 #ygo #zexal #Thomas arclight #iv #this is so silly to me what is happening

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is there a way to have blacklisted/filtered tags just?? not show up? like why does it gotta tell me someone is posting something I blacklisted ? just don't show me it at all askdhakjsdhd-

#this is not serious #I just Do Not Want to see a Certain Thing and Tumblr is like hmmm but what if we keep pushing blogs with that thing anyway #so when u scroll through it u have to past tens of 'contains thing' DKJHKJHDK #sigh #kite's unfiltered brainthoughts #BFJELKEHK

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Bought an outfit yesterday and :) Am Happy with it enough to share this silly annotated drawing of it- will probably delete in a bit just bc oggihhhhhhh self conscious pffft booo

May draw someone in it/something similar since I adore the high waisted skirt/fancy shirt combo so if y’all have any requests/suggestions for characters hmu :shakingeyes:

#kite's unfiltered brainthoughts #kite face reveal!?????? #whoaggg #delete later lmao #hey guys it’s me Alvin from Alvin and the chipmunks #but for real aaaaa- got the skirt and was like mmmmm I need a fancy shirt to match and then I found a fancy shirt for like?? 15$?? #wild #was meant to be