#ive haven't wanted to just Stop and Cease to exist like this in a while

[mischiefmagpie]

I was just told by our government that, as a type 1 diabetic who makes around 12k a year, I am Too Rich for Medicaid and Too Poor to receive any financial assistance for Medicare and should be able to pay $300 monthly premiums...when I get $250 a week as a paycheck. I literally can't find another job. I have been looking for 2.5 years!!!!

#so basically I should just Die #how dare I - a person with diabetes who needs medical insurance to survive - not make money? #ive haven't wanted to just Stop and Cease to exist like this in a while #like god forbid i have a chronic illness and need financial help #what the fuck am i supposed to do im going to die #im so fucking tired #im so tired #healthcare #us healthcare #health insurance #medicaid #medicare #type 1 diabetes #type 1 diabetic #diabetes #chronic illness #poverty #magpie speaks #into the void