#it's such an unsettling song but it came on shuffle and i couldnt skip bc it was raining and i didnt want to unpocket my hands

[hella1975]

you don't know mental illness until you've walked to asda in the rain at specifically 9pm to go buy red hair dye all the while listening to ptolemaea by ethel cain

#honestly surprised i didnt get murdered the vibes were SO fucked #it's such an unsettling song but it came on shuffle and i couldnt skip bc it was raining and i didnt want to unpocket my hands #so i was just stuck sjkdhkjshgjk it was terrifying #would like to be clear i think it's a fucking stunning song it's incredible but my god it can scare the shit out of you on the 9pm asda run #ethel cain: stop stop stop STOP #me powerwalking in the rain: >:( #ANYWAY IM DYING MY HAIR RED AGAIN #i havent done it in weekssssssssss bc i was determined to do a new colour #and for that i needed to let the red wash out which is hard bc it's permanent so it just sort of. fades #very very slowly #but ive caved i cba to wait and also red is like my Colour now some im kinda stuck with it #im gonna go get my hair cut by my friend in her kitchen again too lmao #THEN RACE DAY TOMORROW I FINALLY GOT A DRESS BTW IM BORROWING ONE LMAO #im gonna be hot again by tomorrow thank fuck for that #hella goes to uni