#it's kind of sad it's inherently considered a monetisable concept now

[vimbry]

doing streams is honestly Such a good way to develop your confidence in public speaking within the comfort and privacy of your own home. also no matter what you set up and test out beforehand, something Will screw up because technology senses fear, leaving you with no choice but to chill and roll with it and realise how pointless getting embarrassed over minor things is bc you'll solve it somehow. you get to record your memories and experiences of things, and you get to socialise.

#I weirdly enjoy doing these even tho I Hate the idea of any kind of public thing idk these feel different #probably because you can't really see that anyone's watching you. tho if enough/new people are in chat I Do get stagefright lmao #but I do these for myself for fun and wherever anyone's messaged me afterwards saying they enjoyed it #I'm genuinely :)!! about that #when it's a career for people that obviously comes with a new set of responsibilities #but doing something as an amateur with nothing to lose? perfect #it's kind of sad it's inherently considered a monetisable concept now #like every other hobby #and not just random people doing let's plays in their spare time