#it's just... idk man I don't even want to openly name my hesitation abt it cause I just don't want to invite any drama or anything

[imwritesometimes]

I hate that I've been sitting here for hours and I have nothing to show for it. I hate that I've been writing this thing for weeks and I still am like what's the point of this?

#i write sometimes #I feel like I'm kinda losing all motivation on this. the actual act of thinking abt Them is fun. #the act of writing it now is.... complicated #the thought of sharing it does not make me feel great. like worse than I usually feel abt sharing my stuff #which I always feel 🥴 abt but this one like idk man I have much more apprehension abt #I mean it's absolutely no different from stuff I've written before in terms of style or theme #it's just... idk man I don't even want to openly name my hesitation abt it cause I just don't want to invite any drama or anything #it's just 🥴🥴🥴 all the way around man. I have no one to foam at the mouth over these blorbos over either so #the whole 'create the content you want to see!' sentiment is high but again at the same time 🥴 #there's like 13 fics for them total. the characters have been off tv for like 15 years bro. the series has obv flaws. #idk idk idk I'm over thinking it to death like it's killing any enjoyment I got out of it analyzing every fckn aspect of it #I'm too deep in my own head. I gotta let it lie for the night. maybe for a while. idk why I'm even posting abt it #it doesn't matter no one else is into these blorbos 🙃🙃🙃