#it's just so great and fun and does not create a horrible stress feedback loop at all (sarcastic)

[heartsburst]

god don't you hate when your disability is disabling, like who could have seen that coming :(

#frankie yells #anyway um. god this week has been a stressful mess. love not being able to meet the academic demands of university bc of my adhd (sarcastic) #it's just so great and fun and does not create a horrible stress feedback loop at all (sarcastic) #and my mother will wonder why im (probably; no formal decision has been made) dropping out... #why is drastically changing life plans/career paths so scary 😭 i am like. pre-emptively grieving the friendships i made here bc ik i won't #be experiencing them in the same way i otherwise would if i stay here :( fuck. i hate missing the people and not the place #it's always like i wouldn't go back or put myself back in that situation but fuck if i don't miss the people i met #tho it's almost weirder to miss a place and not the people. like i miss the land i grew up on but not 95% of the people i grew up with #<- yes i am using these tags as an opportunity to rant bc goddamn shit has been fucked this week and i think im gonna cry abt it AGAIN